x. ( from the ashes of this ) darling town ( a phoenix )
ADEIMANTOS: ( o Sokrates, why have you named
him fearless? ) ( and why wont he say more? )
( even if we ask ) ( poke ) ( he still wont speak )
( how is this being unafraid? ) ( doesnt he know
they-we want to hear everything about him? )
SOKRATES: for( it does )nt have-and-hold( the )nature
( growth-origin )( of )the steersman( kubernetes )
( they-dyad were steering )
( to bind himself )( to be in-need )of the sailors,
to be ruled( dyad-spider-web )by( from-under him )self.
οὐ γὰρ ἔχει φύσιν κυβερνήτην
ναυτῶν δεῖσθαι ἄρχεσθαι ὑφ᾽ αὑτοῦ
ADEIMANTOS: ( thinks for a minute ) ( o kubernetes,
what has-and-holds your nature, origin, growth? )
( where did you come from? ) ( how would you show us? )
i( we-being )i would take you to the spot by the lake,
( okay ) ( sprinkles! ) ( lets go together )
( and he would walk around the lake ) ( one way
or the other way, every day he could )
( some days the high path on the ridge, some days
the low ) ( sun, rain, or snow ) ( she found a place
to listen to herself ) ( in him ) ( we-seeking-we )
( we were right there ) ( we were reflection ) ( we
were seasons ) ( light and air and water ) ( so
neither are we a city man ) ( strictly )
( nor are we a business person ) ( at all ),
SOKRATES: nor(for)the wise(skilled-clever ones)
to go(up to)the double-folding-she-doors
(you will thrust out-of-doors)
of the wealthy-rich(ones),
οὐδὲ τοὺς σοφοὺς ἐπὶ τὰς τῶν πλουσίων θύρας ἰέναι,
ADEIMANTOS: ( but for four important years )
where i( we-being )i used to sit smoking as a teenager
( was in the city ) ( around the peopled streets
and metro of the nations capitol )
( to make it through high school, an urban glitch )
( the weird, the wild, the human unpredictable )
( for company and fumes to strengthen breadth )
( and yes, we walked the razors edge of her )
( as if self-damage would make her invincible )
( after some boy had said her joy was hideous )
SOKRATES: but still he(refining-subtlety-cleverly-inventing)this lied,
ἀλλ᾽ ὁ τοῦτο κομψευσάμενος ἐψεύσατο,
ADEIMANTOS: ( but still excuse me Sokrates,
we didnt tell you everything he said.,
he also said she was an hysterical bitch ),
SOKRATES: but still he(refining-subtlety-cleverly-inventing)this lied,
ἀλλ᾽ ὁ τοῦτο κομψευσάμενος ἐψεύσατο,
ADEIMANTOS: ( and he called her a self-entitled brat ),
SOKRATES: but still he(refining-subtlety-cleverly-inventing)this lied,
ἀλλ᾽ ὁ τοῦτο κομψευσάμενος ἐψεύσατο,
ADEIMANTOS: ( and he called her profoundly selfish ),
SOKRATES: but still he(refining-subtlety-cleverly-inventing)this lied,
ἀλλ᾽ ὁ τοῦτο κομψευσάμενος ἐψεύσατο,
ADEIMANTOS: ( and he told her she had to change her work,
to be more like his work,
and his work ),
SOKRATES: but still he(refining-subtlety-cleverly-inventing)this lied,
ἀλλ᾽ ὁ τοῦτο κομψευσάμενος ἐψεύσατο,
ADEIMANTOS: ( and he said what she was doing was
the opposite of philosophy ),
SOKRATES: but still he(refining-subtlety-cleverly-inventing)this lied,
ἀλλ᾽ ὁ τοῦτο κομψευσάμενος ἐψεύσατο,
ADEIMANTOS: ( and he forced her to repeat out loud
that anything she would ever put on paper
would make even the most expensive paper,
the finest, most exquisite paper — worthless ),
SOKRATES: but still he(refining-subtlety-cleverly-inventing)this lied,
ἀλλ᾽ ὁ τοῦτο κομψευσάμενος ἐψεύσατο,
ADEIMANTOS: ( and he called her stupid
many times ),
SOKRATES: but still he(refining-subtlety-cleverly-inventing)this lied,
ἀλλ᾽ ὁ τοῦτο κομψευσάμενος ἐψεύσατο,
ADEIMANTOS: ( and she remembers every one
of their names, the men who said those things,
and one of them was her father ),
SOKRATES: but still he(refining-subtlety-cleverly-inventing)this lied,
ἀλλ᾽ ὁ τοῦτο κομψευσάμενος ἐψεύσατο,
ADEIMANTOS: ( and self-care would make him invisible )
( but still this one didnt try to hide ) ( child bride )
( so he was punished many times ) ( from many
angles ) ( each one hurt ) ( this knucklehead )
( until thirty or thirty-five ) ( when he realized
the hurts were pulling him away from her )
( that was the line ) ( thats when the voice said ) ( no )
( then ) hiding fom the world ( he tried to save
what could be saved ) ( he tried to write a book
about his mermaid-brain ) ( before he left
to find the self he didnt know ) ( and he
found love, because he found another man
who did believe in her, and loved her too )
( so pieces by her paradise make whole )
SOKRATES: but the true( unconcealed )
has been brought-forth( by nature )
( they had been brought-forth )( to have brought-forth )
( it has flown, fled, flight )( to have escaped )
( the charge )( they had been in exile ),
τὸ δὲ ἀληθὲς πέφυκεν,
ADEIMANTOS: ( but dreams, as Hamlet shows, hold on to you )
( and this one yanked a chain ) ( build me a temple )
( and somehow ) ( how? ) ( he knew that it was Theuth )
( as if that shadowed master called him home )
( how did it make him feel? ) ( afraid, of course )
( when your own heart is hounding you ) ( by force )
( he didnt rush? ) ( there was no need ) ( if true,
he couldnt slow the course of destiny )
and on the walk back to town ( he put it thus )
( what he would do in heaven ) ( with joy )
( why shouldnt he do it now? ) ( own victory )
( but music was his designated work )
SOKRATES: whether wealthy or poor
( he would )produce by work( make, fabricate )
( he would labor and toil, strive, exert, construct )
( he would be weary, exhausted, fatigued )
( and he would suffer, perhaps be ill,
until his work was done ) ( until hed done
his work ) ( you too ) ( youd do your work )
( you would produce, make, fabricate, labor
and toil, strive, exert, construct ) ( you would
be weary, exhausted, fatigued ) ( and you
would suffer, perhaps be ill ) ( but work, until
youve done your work ),
ἐάντε πλούσιος ἐάντε πένης κάμνῃ,
ADEIMANTOS: ( and never doing quite what we were told )
i( we-being )i would show you ( our coldscars )
( suffice to say he has some scars )
( and some of them youre holding now )
and this ones scars as well —
( but whose are colder? his are pretty cold )
( cold irons bound )
SOKRATES: to be forced( constraint-necessity )
( o prison-chained )
to go( up to )the double-folding-she-doors
( you will thrust out-of-doors )( of )doctors-healers,
ἀναγκαῖον (489ξ) εἶναι ἐπὶ ἰατρῶν θύρας ἰέναι
ADEIMANTOS: ( to take our time, we might pass by )
my favorite playground ( play is how we learn )
( its where we watch the boys do monkeybars )
( its where we ) ( going on the swing ) ( swing high )
( swing low ) ( big sky) ( sweet chariot ) ( blue way )
( to feel ) ( being-away ) ( from home ) ( my feelings )
( but the tire swing in the forest was the best )
SOKRATES: and( indeed for )all the( being-bound-
in-needing-of )to be ruled,
( to go )to( the double-folding-she-doors )
of he who is able( potentially )to rule
( to begin, to show, to be the first ),
καὶ πάντα τὸν ἄρχεσθαι δεόμενον ἐπὶ τὰς τοῦ ἄρχειν δυναμένου,
ADEIMANTOS: ( it was mostly safe to explore )
in my childhood neighborhood ( although the boys
next door were always cooking-up some evil plan )
( what is it with the boys? ) ( he wished he knew )
( but we follow newer sidewalks to the broken ones )
( and walking the older, darker curving roads )
( and finding paths through the adjacent woods )
( we wind our way along the creek ) ( we would
go wading in the silt ) ( once, he measured
pollutants in the water for the science fair )
( found it was a biohazard ) ( got first place )
( another year he wrote computer code
to simulate three algorithmic modes
of evolution ) ( for that, the prize
was from the cia ) ( then failed
to rsvp for a tour of langley )
( we-being intelligence )
( woof! woof! )
SOKRATES: ( and )not( for )the ruler( o beginners-showing-first )
( of )the ones-being-ruled( all those coming after us )
to be bound-to and in need-of( the ones-coming-after )
( and )( to be )ruled( to begin, to show, to be the first ),
οὐ τὸν ἄρχοντα δεῖσθαι τῶν ἀρχομένων ἄρχεσθαι,
ADEIMANTOS: ( and if we dared to dream of )
the house i( we-being )i wanted to live in,
( it would be safe and quiet and calm and light )
( with level floors that wouldnt seem to move )
( and high ceilings ) ( with room enough for thought )
( and an exceptionally cozy bed )
( and enough blankets and pillows and throws )
( and baskets and drawers to fold and put things in )
( and hooks on certain walls for hanging clothes
or brooms or spoons or other kinds of tools )
( and a woodstove for warm toes in the winter )
( assuming winter ) ( and slow-grown food
that tastes like loving care ) ( to keep us there )
SOKRATES: if( there )would be any( furtherance,
advantage )help( o help )of him( or for him ),
( to-by-for )the( she- )truth( unconcealed ),
οὗ ἂν τῇ ἀληθείᾳ τι ὄφελος ᾖ.
ADEIMANTOS: ( but thats the house we wanted )
and the one next to it where no one does ( the chores )
( where no one wants to go up to the doors )
( but its ours too ) ( has been our house before )
( until Nobody does ) ( go up to the doors )
( and Nobody starts making him do chores )
( related to fake sailors ) ( and heres the truth )
( he cant predict what he will say or do )
( what will be said or done in response )
( but he knows this one is deadly dangerous )
( and look, Socrates, at what happened to you )
SOKRATES: but still, he wouldnt miss-the-mark
(and you wouldnt-wont miss),
(by likening-representing-comparing)
the now-ruling(rulers)(beginning-first)politicians
(political men),
to(for-by)the sailors(we)were just-now speaking(of),
ἀλλὰ τοὺς νῦν πολιτικοὺς ἄρχοντας ἀπεικάζων
οἷς ἄρτι ἐλέγομεν ναύταις
οὐχ ἁμαρτήσῃ,
ADEIMANTOS: ( he wanted never to go that way again )
i( we-being)i would walk you along the route,
( where he would rather talk about the flowers )
( or the gang of wild turkeys that cross our path )
( or the barred owl calling from the trees )
SOKRATES: and(indeed)the useless(unprofitable-
unserviceable ones)(so-spoken)by(from-under)these,
καὶ τοὺς ὑπὸ τούτων ἀχρήστους λεγομένους
ADEIMANTOS: ( so we walk in ) to my old school ( at least,
one of them ) ( and there are many different schools )
( looking at random bulletins ) ( he calms his nerves )
( in a basement hallway ) ( until seminar gets out
and then the young come flooding in ) ( and then
somebody recognizes him ) ( its nighttime now )
( and cold ) ( and everyone is nicely dressed )
( or its the snowflakes on their eyelashes )
( and now he wants a cigarette ) ( its toxic )
( cozy ) ( colonial brick-red ) ( and dangerous )
( but somehow she survived ) ( and yes, its true,
he didnt want to leave ) ( and yes, its true,
he needed to ) ( but later there will be a dance )
( it was indeed a party school ) ( o un-wasted
youth ) ( but there were many different schools )
( so that his pirate coat has many pockets
and its the motif of democracy )
( ugly ) ( versatile ) ( pastiche
as Cheehaw Station )
SOKRATES: and(indeed)(ones being-)spoken(of
as)shop-talkers after heavenly-lofty(star-signs,
climate, weather-gossip)things
(to-for-by)(the)as-truly(unconcealedly)steersmen,
καὶ μετεωρολέσχας τοῖς ὡς ἀληθῶς κυβερνήταις.
HERA: who have(and hold the)broad sky(heavens),
οἳ οὐρανὸν εὐρὺν ἔχουσι.
SAILORS: (at the)most-straight-upright-angles),
ὀρθότατα,
SOKRATES: ( he would )
show every corner with a story attached
( to his capacity ) ( as things come up ),
SAILORS: (he)was saying,
ἔφη.
SOKRATES: ( he would have memories )
and we would write our own
( braided ) ( poetry around them ),
HERA: now(you), consider(ponder-bethink-purpose-plan-
contrive-observe-beware)(you were considering),
lest(to-for-by)you, we(would)back-again(hereafter)craft
(devise-contrive-wile-counsel-plan)(we would)(we will)
(squeeze-out the juice)(curdle the milk)(you,
squeezed and curdled)some-
thing evil(ugly-bad),
φράζεο νῦν μή τοί τι κακὸν μητίσομ᾽ ὀπίσσω.
ADEIMANTOS: ( and his are the voices questioning him )
( he doesnt ask to be or not to be )
( he asks ) ( what is this-he? ) ( who does his best for you )
( in whom you trust ) ( that he might get it right )
on the faded streets ( about specific names,
and dates, and details ) ( or he might get it wrong )
( but he will write things other men dont like )
( he writes whom they would make impossible ),
SOKRATES: and therefore from these and( indeed )in these,
( its )not easy( for )the best pursuit to( have a )good
( well-seeming )reputation,
by( from-under )those pursuing( its dyad )opposites;
ἔκ τε τοίνυν τούτων καὶ ἐν τούτοις
οὐ ῥᾴδιον εὐδοκιμεῖν τὸ βέλτιστον ἐπιτήδευμα
ὑπὸ τῶν τἀναντία ἐπιτηδευόντων:
ADEIMANTOS: ( but there isnt much worth rescuing )
of this dying ( profession ), ( the gag that stole
the logos-word by which we sail ) ( she says
they treat her like their garbage can ) ( until
he takes her back for you ) ( slowly at first )
( until he cleans her up, empties her out )
( and keeps her warm until shes young and blew
and beautiful again ) ( enacting she
who holds our end ) ( or what, Sokrates? ),
SOKRATES: but by(far)many(the)greatest
and( indeed )most-forceful(violent-strong)slander
(false-accusation-charges)come-to-be
(to-by-for)philosophy(wisdom-love),
(489δ) πολὺ δὲ μεγίστη καὶ ἰσχυροτάτη διαβολὴ
γίγνεται φιλοσοφίᾳ
ADEIMANTOS: ( in the ashes of that ) darling town,
SOKRATES: through those claiming to pursue such things,
διὰ τοὺς τὰ τοιαῦτα φάσκοντας ἐπιτηδεύειν,
ADEIMANTOS: as statecraft,
( but what they do, o Sokrates
he beauty-calls ) as never-ending war
against all life.
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from Republic VI