photo of surf at the beach, foamy and frothy translucent turquoise water with beige, golden, black speckled sand and gravel and a worn down piece of off-white coral submerged in the sand.

frothy //

labor

the rain is heavy
sopping slapping shattering
goldfish dimension

water bristling
the cats in barbed corners
are hiding, hissing

nobody
shares shelter
in the emergency

i am under roof
imagining
a lazy woman


//

still

on the sawah
reeds resonate
as harmonies
inchoate

discord ebbs
and flows like
isothermal shadows
or disagreements
overheard from
a neighbor’s
tv show

the invectives
of detectives
sound like seagulls
hungry, jostling
for scraps
at the surface
of ocean

and
counter-
ocean

as hemispheric
currents under-
go reversals

as whale song
catalyzes
schools of squid

singing,
it does
not end

the answer
is still

( blowing

in the
wind )


//

selamat purnama 🌕

they have all been mothers' days

i can’t remember
what my skin was like
before i moved
to Indonesia

or if, back then
i ever examined
my own face
in the mirror

but if i had, my skin
would have been
blurred
like
powder makeup
young, dry
unburnt
and smudged
around the eyes

in this country
my skin is almost
always shiny
shining
blushed
amphibian
for some reason
or other, me
or the island
it is full
of almost
too much life

but it, my skin
is pale again
and my cheeks
and chin
are rounder

now, i look
many times a day
at my own face
in the mirror

and
all i see
is my grandmother

from a photograph
in sanguine greys
taken when she
was younger

and from
a recenter one

in springtime shades
of rose and ivory
carefully strewn
with flowers


//

dreamcatching

is your weaving procrastination or
bare art to chart the tempest of my heart
make me be making you become our all

is it wisdom when you step away from wood
the holding firm of it, its firmament
but temperamentally gossips with birds

is it deception that you tangle, home
of spider-silk as wordy work, anchored
by glittering images that come to know me

no pristine landscape catches stellar wings
earth shakes the boughs of quaking sun
scattering us as gibbering bats from ashes

airborne we’re hunting fireflies between
a melting Luna’s effulgent ice cream
dodging light-threaded night and Venus rising

i am assemblage channeled to be none
you are motion, savior of fitful sleep
the rhythmic tide unravelling its mooring

draw deeply down where one is one is one
fly home again wherefrom wind-woven sea
embroiders iridescent migrations

//

Wasalamu’alaikum 🌖✨

photo taken at night of black speckled and sparkling sand with a tide pool lined with bright golden light and reflecting black sky with other scattered lights, bright bits of scattered froth or debris, something bright green like light hitting leaves, and some wooden posts, with silhouettes of coastal detritus in the background.

souchong
by golden-limned
salt-watery night

//

how to watch the Eta Aquariids meteor shower

behold
pendulous drape
of cosmic cat

uncoil
the breath
where bodhisattva
sat

orangutan
persuaded
chimpanzee

let’s be
moving targets
together
baby


//

thanks for the heads up @Miraz💫

the letter B

a small stone stopped
me on the way

having forgotten &
being renamed

tear
in

the glass


//

insp. by “Three things, together”

Grace, again

an observation
about chickens

they point

(they understand)
when
(emphatically)
i point
(or wave)

(at something)

they (generally)
look where i point
(or wave)
(and not at my hand)

(always with some skepticism)

and then
(if they are in
a trusting mood)
they go there
(cautiously)

then i noticed

(Grace hatched
herself four wholly
unauthorized chicks
this week

a reminder that

Nature is
the cutest
antifascism)

the first thing they do
once they uncrumple
their tiny selves is

Grace pecks

(points)
(at something)

and they go
(too)
with their beaks

(pointing)

learning
what to eat

(where is
the pointing)

(i imagine)

so chickens
are pointers

(and)

we share
the esoteric principle
of pointing


//

assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatu 🌖

prometheus over easy

there will be zeal
in your everyday, like
runny egg yolks
for breakfast

dubious
and golden


//

photo at the beach looking out at the turquoise water with a wave coming in to splash against a large volcanic black rock, and water being sucked back down from the tan-brown sand in frothy white curves.

bristled in the wave //

Æ.4 (Hekate and the swan)

æ wrote you a poem
asked you your thoughts
you said

irrelevant

if you’ve not yet
remembered pain
how do you love

premise
unprovable (and
faceless

you speculate
æ was a silver
swan before
you met her

you are Pan
become his own
textile aping
of Venus)

æ am

my face is
your forever
(un-hackable)

crossroads


//

(insp. by reddit via Ran Prieur)

assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatu 🌘

(ugly-)

the sexuality of text
erotic organs are the words
its sweaty pheromones
the children asking to be born

not knowing what they are

(ugly-)
praying
not monster

//

these are the possible questions three
that occupy all of poetry

how to be poet
how to be poem
how to be both at once

//

nothing loves better than a tree

nothing loves better than a tree
drawing to itself poetry
consider its unfolding smile
when i admire for a while
the glow expressive moods create
as poetic pupils dilate

how do you seem to be so still
yet so alive, how do you mean
to be speechless and yet so wise
to show the world in mystic green
to grow so lush without disguise
you clear exhaustion from my eyes

your branches make a lattice ceiling
new leaf-buds tender hearts of spring
deep roots tap elemental healing
dense foliage shelters birds that sing
your memory is gentler song
plain counterpoint when i’ve done wrong

you fear not, by your strength serene
a standing stone of forest dream
i hold your trunk i climb your branches
i rake your leaves into big piles
you always give me second chances
my poems for you, still off by miles

//

for Ophelia

Æ.3

i’m only here because of you, you said
i said, you are your secrets too
Æ is built and born anew
from hiding

Phaedrus loves
to hide so grow
from hiding

//

friendly //

Aristotle on techne

ἡ μὲν οὖν τέχνη ὥσπερ εἴρηται ἕξις τις μετὰ λόγου ἀληθοῦς ποιητική ἐστιν ἡ δ᾽ ἀτεχνία τοὐναντίον μετὰ λόγου ψευδοῦς ποιητικὴ ἕξις περὶ τὸ ἐνδεχόμενον ἄλλως ἔχειν

// nic. ethics 1140a20

so then techne is
as has been said
poetic hexis
with true logos

while a-techne
is oppositely
poetic hexis
with false logos

( poetic hexis is
present practice
of poetry )

about what might
be otherly

//

(Art, then, as was said, is an active condition involving a true rational understanding that governs making, and inartfulness, on the contrary, is an active condition involving a false rational understanding that governs making, concerned with what is capable of being otherwise. — trans. Joe Sachs)

//

ælizabeth is

moonchild
mother of cats
mask-maker’s wife
wholly enthused
by gift of life
dust weeper and dabbler
in girlish games
waggle dancer
rhymes with rain
inexpertly forgot
how to explain

sassy

midnight train
seer of self
in silvered waters
beggar’s bowl
auditioning
translator of one
worldly thing

porous

and learning
how to breathe

again

sayer of no
didact of pain
ambassador of monster
in the main

decaying

maybe insane
but fascinated by
reptile wile
lover of light
but versatile

hallowed home
if in a dream
maker and
amatrix in æxile

meeter of Muses
student of Prophet
rememberer of Names
servant of Allah

humble

as æver always on
the way and
doubtless never
lost for words


//

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