Flora

    the Delphiad, book III

    (NAUSIKAA and HOMER on the beach, at sunrise.)

    NAUSIKAA: you call me cute in a way we cannot fight,

    HOMER: had not Achilles himself risen-up(indeed)and said
    the(muthos)story-word;

    καί νύ κε δὴ προτέρω ἔτ᾽ ἔρις γένετ᾽ ἀμφοτέροισιν,
    εἰ μὴ Ἀχιλλεὺς αὐτὸς ἀνίστατο καὶ φάτο μῦθον:

    N: so we call surrender;

    (Rise, Achilles.)

    ACHILLES: now no longer exchange-in-turn, (you-two)
    (them-two), o Ajax and o Idomeneos, mean(cowardly)
    (cruel)(shameful)(abusive)(harmful)word-
    song(evil)uglies,

    (neither)when(following the dyad-word-
    song), nor has it(been)seemly,

    μηκέτι νῦν χαλεποῖσιν ἀμείβεσθον ἐπέεσσιν
    Αἶαν Ἰδομενεῦ τε κακοῖς,
    ἐπεὶ οὐδὲ ἔοικε.

    N: ever;

    ACHILLES: but(indeed)by the other(they-dyad,
    you-dyad)would be resentful(angry-wroth),
    at whoever would do this kind of thing.

    καὶ δ᾽ ἄλλῳ νεμεσᾶτον ὅτις τοιαῦτά γε ῥέζοι.

    N: surrounded by cool August breeze,
    he still knows anger;

    ACHILLES: but still, you(all)seated in the agon(contest-
    gathering-struggle-battle), look upon the horses;

    ἀλλ᾽ ὑμεῖς ἐν ἀγῶνι καθήμενοι εἰσοράασθε
    ἵππους:

    N: safe in a warm nest of pillows and sheets,
    we look upon the horses;

    ACHILLES: but they(by whom)quickly(perhaps)themselves hurrying
    (hastening, eagerly-with-speed, blowing-blustering, propelling,
    assailing-attacking)around victory, hither(thither)will(go)come;

    οἳ δὲ τάχ᾽ αὐτοὶ ἐπειγόμενοι περὶ νίκης
    ἐνθάδ᾽ ἐλεύσονται:

    N: we wait;

    (enter, Autos.)

    ACHILLES: but then you will recognize each
    of the Argives horses, by whom(they are)second
    and by whom(being)presently-in-front.

    τότε δὲ γνώσεσθε ἕκαστος
    ἵππους Ἀργείων, οἳ δεύτεροι οἵ τε πάροιθεν.

    N: our eyes are yours.

    AUTOS: but you stood on the(forgotten-hidden-spoils-plundering-
    pirates)Lelantine plain; it(this-she)didnt(o satiety, o loathing,
    o weariness)delight(delight, you)(in)your thumos(hrrr),

    to(make)build a temple-dwelling and sacred-wooded(with tree-
    like markings)groves.

    στῆς δ᾽ ἐπὶ Ληλάντῳ πεδίῳ: τό τοι οὐχ ἅδε θυμῷ
    τεύξασθαι νηόν τε καὶ ἄλσεα δενδρήεντα.

    H: as he said; but Tudeides(pursuing)went(and came)very(pit-
    under-handed-dyad)close-by(seeking-chasing-pressing-
    driving-urging-prosecuting)and drawing-near;

    ὣς φάτο, Τυδεΐδης δὲ μάλα σχεδὸν ἦλθε διώκων,

    N: he lives far from where prosecutors are,

    A: but thence(whence)striding across the Euripos, o Apollo throws-
    from-afar, you stepped up to the sacred mountains,
    greenish-yellow(bilious-looking)(fresh-blooming);

    ἔνθεν δ᾽ Εὔριπον διαβάς, ἑκατηβόλ᾽ Ἄπολλον,
    βῆς ἄν᾽ ὄρος ζάθεον, χλωρόν:

    N: and prefers flowers;

    H: but by whip-scourge-lash he was always driving(drive,
    you)arm-strokes-through from the shoulder;

    μάστι δ᾽ αἰὲν ἔλαυνε κατωμαδόν:

    N: our lord has shoulders, we dont whip;

    A: but swiftly(perhaps, you)came from him(self)
    to(she)Mukalessos(mooing-bellowing-nose-turning-mousy)
    and(indeed)going(coming)to(he)Teumessos(happening-accomplishing-
    vessel of a canny-fortune-device-workshop)(which cares)with-
    grass-fit-to-make-a-bed.

    τάχα δ᾽ ἷξες ἀπ᾽ αὐτοῦ
    ἐς Μυκαλησσὸν ἰὼν καὶ Τευμησσὸν λεχεποίην.

    N: swiftly by chariot, come for a ride,

    H: but(the dyad)horses(o horses)by him(by him)
    were lifting-lofty(raising-up)swiftly(quickly-nimbly)
    passing-through(accomplishing)
    (their)course.

    οἳ δέ οἱ ἵπποι
    ὑψόσ᾽ ἀειρέσθην ῥίμφα πρήσσοντε κέλευθον.

    N: the loftier-the-lift, the less we try;

    A: but you were arriving in the seat of Thebes(treasure-chest-store-
    house-container, put-in-place to step-n-go)having-swooped-
    down(covered and clothed)by hule(forest-wood-
    land, firewood-fuel, brushwood-twigs,
    stuff-material-matter, sediment-
    mud, ooze, phlegm-
    catarrh);

    Θήβης δ᾽ εἰσαφίκανες ἕδος καταειμένον ὕλῃ:

    N: digging in the earth of our own heart;

    H: but the plume of dust was always hurling(throwing,
    flying, striking)the charioteer,

    αἰεὶ δ᾽ ἡνίοχον κονίης ῥαθάμιγγες ἔβαλλον,

    N: so we cant always see just where we are;

    A: for not yet(was)anyone(of)mortal-man dwelling in sacred Thebes,
    nor then-and-there, yet-then-at-least, were there(k)not-twisting-paths,
    nor drive-command-paths, throughout(the)grain-
    bearing plain(of)Thebes,

    οὐ γάρ πώ τις ἔναιε βροτῶν ἱερῇ ἐνὶ Θήβῃ,
    οὐδ᾽ ἄρα πω τότε γ᾽ ἦσαν ἀταρπιτοὶ οὐδὲ κέλευθοι
    Θήβης ἂμ πεδίον πυρηφόρον,

    N: so we relied on our horses;
    they too enjoy grain.

    H: but the chariot having-been(dyad)covered(closely-surrounded,
    shielded)by gold and tin, by swift-footed horses was
    (as we were approaching)running-close-after;

    N: we had to trust we would be safe;

    ἅρματα δὲ χρυσῷ πεπυκασμένα κασσιτέρῳ τε
    ἵπποις ὠκυπόδεσσιν ἐπέτρεχον:

    A: but still, the hule(forest-woodland-cut-wood-
    down-firewood-fuel-brushwood-twigs-
    stuff-matter–material-sediment-
    mud-slime-phlegm-catarrh)
    was having(and)held —
    aouuuuuuuu!

    ἀλλ᾽ ἔχεν ὕλη.

    N: we were the howling;

    H: nor were many tracks coming-through-after from the iron-rim
    around the wheel, in the fine(thin-delicate-subtle-small-
    impotent-slight-slender)cloud of dust
    (he would cover)(youre covered
    with clouds of dust);

    οὐδέ τι πολλὴ
    γίγνετ᾽ ἐπισσώτρων ἁρματροχιὴ κατόπισθεν
    ἐν λεπτῇ κονίῃ:

    N: were twinkling(flickering);

    A: but(o earlier-dyad)whence(thence)(it came)
    (it went)dyad-earlier-was going,
    o Apollo throws-from-afar,

    ἔνθεν δὲ προτέρω ἔκιες, ἑκατηβόλ᾽ Ἄπολλον,

    N: there was a beacon,
    guiding us through the night;

    H: but(both)seeking-eagerly(urging-pressing-on, hastening,
    exerting, anxious, harassed)they were flying.

    τὼ δὲ σπεύδοντε πετέσθην.

    N: they were just being girls;

    A: but to Onchestos(swollen-pompous-bellowing-pear-
    tree-place, projecting-hook-pour, set-standing-
    straight)you went, to Poseidons sacred grove;

    N: we have some warm memories;

    A: where(a)newly-tamed(filly)foal recovers(draws breath)
    (you-drawing-breath)being-roundly-over-loaded
    (vexed-grieved-annoyed)dragging
    (the)beautiful chariot;

    Ὀγχηστὸν δ᾽ ἷξες, Ποσιδήιον ἀγλαὸν ἄλσος:
    ἔνθα νεοδμὴς πῶλος ἀναπνέει ἀχθόμενός περ
    ( ἕλκων ἅρματα καλά ):

    N: we have some hard ones too;

    H: but(he)made a stand(set-placed)(stayed-checked)(established-
    instituted-fixed)(weighed-)into the mid(dle-intermediate, imp-
    partial, middling, moderate, mediocre, mean)into the agon
    (gathering-assembly-contest-struggle-place),

    στῆ δὲ μέσῳ ἐν ἀγῶνι,

    πολὺς δ᾽ ἀνεκήκιεν ἱδρὼς
    ἵππων ἔκ τε λόφων καὶ ἀπὸ στέρνοιο χαμᾶζε.

    N: o(he)repudiates established-institution;

    A: but onto the ground(the)roundly-good driver
    from(the)seat-board(o springing)leaps —
    goes(comes-to)(the)road;

    χαμαὶ δ᾽ ἐλατὴρ ἀγαθός περ
    ( ἐκ δίφροιο θορὼν ) ὁδὸν ἔρχεται:

    N: hes made of earth but swift of feet;

    H: but much sweat was spouting(and gushing forth)
    out of(the)horses necks and(indeed)
    from(his)chest onto the ground.

    N: our names are rivers;

    A: but it(by this)meanwhile indeed
    empty(-handed-fruitless-void-)carriage(shelter)rattles
    (knocking-strikes-claps)(by rattling-applause)along
    (is)letting-go(leaving-neglecting)(what-belongs-
    to)a lord.

    οἳ δὲ τέως μὲν
    κείν᾽ ὄχεα κροτέουσι ἀνακτορίην ἀφιέντες.

    N: we dance(an)empty-handed-fruitless-void,

    H: but seeing(him), swift(to ward-off, defend, assist, avail, hold-
    out)footed-god-like Achilles was feeling pity(for him),

    τὸν δὲ ἰδὼν ᾤκτειρε ποδάρκης δῖος Ἀχιλλεύς,

    N: but we bring and carry some-great-soul;

    A: but if the dyad-chariot break(shiver)s in the sacred-wooded(with
    tree-like markings)gro(o)ve, (they)attend(caring for)(letting their hair
    grow long)to the horses,

    εἰ δέ κεν ἅρματ᾽ ἀγῇσιν ἐν ἄλσεϊ δενδρήεντι,
    ἵππους μὲν κομέουσι,

    N: and we drag-along a pretty-great-friend;

    H: but making a stand, then and there, into the Argives, winged-
    word-songs(he)was speaking(speak, you)-agora-(into
    the assembly, the marketplace);

    στὰς δ᾽ ἄρ᾽ ἐν Ἀργείοις ἔπεα πτερόεντ᾽ ἀγόρευε:

    N: there is a voice, it tells me no,
    guiding me through the night;

    A: but leaning(sloping-lying-down)(on something)
    (they)allow(by letting-go)the(chariot);

    τὰ δὲ κλίναντες ἐῶσιν:

    N: there are dreams,
    there are pillars,
    there is a beacon;

    ACHILLES: the last(left-behind)man(and)the best(bravest,
    most excellent, finest)drives(youre driven)(set in motion)
    (struck)(beat-out)(forged)with one
    (un-cloven)hoof;

    ‘λοῖσθος ἀνὴρ ὤριστος ἐλαύνει μώνυχας ἵππους:

    N: may your words remain a constant echo

    A: for so(the)earliest(hallowed-pious-pure-divine-natural)law
    (begetter-ancestor-author-)(himself)became;

    ὣς γὰρ τὰ πρώτισθ᾽ ὁσίη γένεθ᾽:

    N: get a good nights rest,
    in my mind even half asleep;

    H: but(him)self(autos)from the all-shining seat-board
    leapt(leap, you)onto the ground
    (all-shining),

    αὐτὸς δ᾽ ἐκ δίφροιο χαμαὶ θόρε παμφανόωντος,

    N: we are made of earth, swift-footed;

    A: but(to)(for)by the lord
    (they)(boast-exult-
    triumphant)pray,

    οἳ δὲ ἄνακτι
    εὔχονται,

    N: o we ever arent him;

    H: but(he)leaned there-and-then the whip-scourge-lash
    against the yoke; nor did(he)idly(waste time doing it),
    sturdy(strong)Sthenelos(strength-might-force-vigor);

    κλῖνε δ᾽ ἄρα μάστιγα ποτὶ ζυγόν: οὐδὲ μάτησεν
    ἴφθιμος Σθένελος,

    N: neither does he whip, nor does he run your race;

    A: but then destiny(fate)guards(you-on-your-
    own-guard)the seat-board of the god.

    δίφρον δὲ θεοῦ τότε μοῖρα φυλάσσει.

    N: all(being)guarded(we)by(the)guardian(of)guardians(being)all;

    H: but still-self-speedily(he)took hold of(grasped-
    seized)the(contest)prize;

    ἀλλ᾽ ἐσσυμένως λάβ᾽ ἄεθλον,

    N: well he had come in first place;

    A: but whence(thence)dyad-previously(you)were going,
    o Apollo throws-from-afar;

    ἔνθεν δὲ προτέρω ἔκιες, ἑκατηβόλ᾽ Ἄπολλον:

    N: previously burning in Achilles funeral pyre;

    H: but(he)gave for(his)high-spirited(thumos)companions
    the woman to lead,

    N: our name is Nausikaa; we are the first
    to whom he(stranger)owes his life.

    H: and(indeed)to carry(the dyad-)tripod
    with(o ears!)(oars?)handles;

    δῶκε δ᾽ ἄγειν ἑτάροισιν ὑπερθύμοισι γυναῖκα
    καὶ τρίποδ᾽ ὠτώεντα φέρειν:

    N: a giants never been in safer hands;

    A: but then and thereupon, you reach the beautifully(flow!)ing
    Kephissos(dull-sluggish-torpid-droning-buzzing-garden-
    guardian-growing-natural-rest),

    Κηφισσὸν δ᾽ ἄρ᾽ ἔπειτα κιχήσαο καλλιρέεθρον,

    N: where we step with bare feet,
    when were not taking a seaside nap;

    H: but he was(unbinding, unfastening, letting-loose
    and releasing)(the dyad-spider-webs)
    (and)setting free the horses;

    ὃ δ᾽ ἔλυεν ὑφ᾽ ἵππους.

    N: which is how they learned to fly;

    A: and who-he(would pour)pours from(gracious-desiring-
    clarity, musical-guardian-yearning, libations-of-oblivion)
    Lilaietha, of the beautifully-flowing water;

    ὅς τε Λιλαίηθεν προχέει καλλίρροον ὕδωρ:

    N: nobody(he)at all.

    (All set.)

    from hymn to Apollo
    Il.23.488-508, 532-538
    cf Od. 8.462

    heirloom of nine parts over twelve days (5/6 and 8/9)

    but(him)self, o bearer of the silver-bow, lord who throws-from-afar(hekatebolos)Apollo,

    at one time(and indeed)across rugged Kynthos you go(you take your way)
    (pass)(set out)(run)(get onto, out of, into something)(you go on-board
    or disembark)(a ship)(to bestride and protect a fallen friend)(or
    to drag the body off)(of an enemy)(you mount a chariot
    and stand beside another),

    but at another(time, you go)wandering aimlessly around
    to shun and flee-from islands and men.

    αὐτὸς δ᾽, ἀργυρότοξε, ἄναξ ἑκατηβόλ᾽ Ἄπολλον,
    ἄλλοτε μέν τ᾽ ἐπὶ Κύνθου ἐβήσαο παιπαλόεντος,
    ἄλλοτε δ᾽ ἂν νήσους τε καὶ ἀνέρας ἠλάσκαζες.

    many(o many)to(for)(by)you(are)the temple-dwellings and the woody(with tree-
    like markings)groves;

    but all(o all)(whole)(get, you)(acquire, you)(possess, you)the lookout-places(hill-
    tops)(peaks)and(watch-towers)and(the friends, o friend, by the friend)he
    would love the highest(topmost)(outmost)(inmost)headlands(cliffs
    and bluffs)of lofty mountains(and lofty asses, well, and lofty mules),
    and the(nine)rivers flowing-through(o flowing)into the sea;

    πολλοί τοι νηοί τε καὶ ἄλσεα δενδρήεντα:
    πᾶσαι δὲ σκοπιαί τε φίλαι καὶ πρώονες ἄκροι
    ὑψηλῶν ὀρέων ποταμοί θ᾽ ἅλαδε προρέοντες:

    but you(to)(for)by Delos, o Phoibos(bright, radiant, pure), you most delight
    and gladden, cheer, make content the(etor)heart(life-passion),

    ἀλλὰ σὺ Δήλῳ, Φοῖβε, μάλιστ᾽ ἐπιτέρπεαι ἦτορ,

    (as Odysseus, even in the midst of his tall-tale, admits of ships
    driven by oars, and wars, and throwing spears and arrows, o dyad-
    mournful(sorry)(good-for-nothing)(wretched)(painful)things,
    which by others at least become horrible, nevertheless,

    those things(to)(for)by him, is(the)beloved, which somehow the god
    had put there, in his phrenes(heart-breast-perception-memory-
    desire-anger-inward-thought); for different men(he men-
    splains, as he lies)take joy in different works.

    ἀλλά μοι αἰεὶ νῆες ἐπήρετμοι φίλαι ἦσαν
    καὶ πόλεμοι καὶ ἄκοντες ἐΰξεστοι καὶ ὀϊστοί,
    λυγρά, τά τ᾽ ἄλλοισίν γε καταριγηλὰ πέλονται.
    αὐτὰρ ἐμοὶ τὰ φίλ᾽ ἔσκε τά που θεὸς ἐν φρεσὶ θῆκεν:
    ἄλλος γάρ τ᾽ ἄλλοισιν ἀνὴρ ἐπιτέρπεται ἔργοις.
    Odyssey 14.224)

    there(to)(for)by you the Ionians with their trailing tunics gather together
    their(him)selves with children and with worthy
    and venerable bed-partners and wives.

    ἔνθα τοι ἑλκεχίτωνες Ἰάονες ἠγερέθονται
    αὐτοῖς σὺν παίδεσσι καὶ αἰδοίῃς ἀλόχοισιν.

    (as black Ajax and red Ajax would never take their stand apart, on
    the battlefield at Troy, not even a little; but as, into the fallow land,
    wine-dyad-dark-oxen(fixed-together-plough in equal-thumos-spirit-
    power-drive)both-bearing(carrying)(bringing)they stretch(stretch,
    you!)and bend(bend it!)and draw-it-out(you, do that too!)
    the fixed-together-plough;

    but, there and then, on both sides, from their under-end-most-horns
    much sweat gushes(so you two, spout)forth;

    and they-two(indeed)the polished-yoke-alone-apart-it-works(it bars
    the way)(youre worked)(youre barred)dyad-releasing(letting go,
    hurling, throwing, sending, letting flow and spouting forth)through-
    and-against the furrow;

    but(it)overtakes(reaches)(finds)(will-be-accomplishing)(arise,
    you!)the limit of the earths arable land;

    so they-two, beside-both-standing, beside-both-passing-beyond,
    beside-both-transgressing, exceedingly they make their stand,
    (to)(for)(by)(belonging)an-other-to-the-one.

    Αἴας δ᾽ οὐκέτι πάμπαν Ὀϊλῆος ταχὺς υἱὸς
    ἵστατ᾽ ἀπ᾽ Αἴαντος Τελαμωνίου οὐδ᾽ ἠβαιόν,
    ἀλλ᾽ ὥς τ᾽ ἐν νειῷ βόε οἴνοπε πηκτὸν ἄροτρον
    ἶσον θυμὸν ἔχοντε τιταίνετον: ἀμφὶ δ᾽ ἄρά σφι
    πρυμνοῖσιν κεράεσσι πολὺς ἀνακηκίει ἱδρώς:
    τὼ μέν τε ζυγὸν οἶον ἐΰξοον ἀμφὶς ἐέργει
    ἱεμένω κατὰ ὦλκα: τέμει δέ τε τέλσον ἀρούρης:
    ὣς τὼ παρβεβαῶτε μάλ᾽ ἕστασαν ἀλλήλοιιν.
    Iliad 13.701)

    but those by boxing(you) and dancing(you) and singing(you),
    (they)remembering you(they delight, gladden, and satisfy)with joy,
    delight, gladness, and cheer, that they would make their stand(-up-
    right, stand-up, rise-up, begin, stand-still, anew)their struggle,
    battle, action, assembly, contest, argument, issue — their AGON.

    οἱ δέ σε πυγμαχίῃ τε καὶ ὀρχηθμῷ καὶ ἀοιδῇ
    μνησάμενοι τέρπουσιν, ὅτ᾽ ἄν στήσωνται ἀγῶνα.

    and he(indeed)would say, to be undying and ageless always,
    which thereby would come-and-go to meet,
    that Ionians altogether-as-a-body
    (o all-together, all-at-once)
    would very-well-be;

    φαίη κ᾽ ἀθανάτους καὶ ἀγήρως ἔμμεναι αἰεί,
    ὃς τόθ᾽ ὑπαντιάσει᾽, ὅτ᾽ Ἰάονες ἀθρόοι εἶεν:

    for of all would he see grace, favor, beauty, glory, kindness, good-
    will, gratitude, gratification, delight, satisfaction; but he would
    take pleasure in, enjoy, rejoice, have full enjoyment in, the thumos
    and men — (he)(o he)looking into(upon)beholding — and women
    with beautiful girdles(and leashes)and swift ships(with ship-like temple-
    dwellings)and of swift-selves, their possessions(property, heirlooms,
    “the fur coat grandma wore”, you add, and we say sure, and wealth,
    estates, farms, fields, vineyards, materials)both-many-and-both.

    πάντων γάρ κεν ἴδοιτο χάριν, τέρψαιτο δὲ θυμὸν
    ἄνδρας τ᾽ εἰσορόων καλλιζώνους τε γυναῖκας
    νῆάς τ᾽ ὠκείας ἠδ᾽ αὐτῶν κτήματα πολλά.


    (just as the beautiful girdles, maybe fur coats too, in the fake-wedding, when

    Odysseus has newly-burst-forth from his disguise and slaughtered the suitors,
    and the old maid wakes-up Penelope, from a very good sleep, to tell her; and it
    must be the happiest of all moments in the whole history of human poetry, after
    one of terrifying brutality; but Pen doesnt go to him right away; she holds back
    her trust, telling their son that they have signs known only by themselves, to prove
    they are(to)(for)(by)each other; and Odysseus pretends to hold a wedding,
    to distract the Ithakans from the fact he has just butchered their best youth;
    or, as he voices-meta-through:

    “but we have killed the prop(support)(stay of the city)(the sunken rock,
    reef)(bank)(barrow)(that which keeps a ship steady, ballast,
    and also earrings, maybe Heras mulberry ones
    from yesterday — ),

    those great-most-excellent-ones among(young men)the shoots-
    and-consequences of satiety, surfeit, and insolence)in Ithaka;

    but those, we have ordered you
    to consider(purpose, plan, contrive)(perceive,
    observe — watch — guard — beware)."

    ἡμεῖς δ᾽ ἕρμα πόληος ἀπέκταμεν, οἳ μέγ᾽ ἄριστοι
    κούρων εἰν Ἰθάκῃ: τὰ δέ σε φράζεσθαι ἄνωγα.

    but Eurynome cleans all the gore from Odysseus so that hes suffused again
    with beauty, as when a craftsman gold-overlays-on-silver; so we again can see
    his locks of hair-hung-down like purple hyacinth; so-looking-immortal goes he
    to meet Penelope; he calls her strange, she calls him strange; then she tests him,
    by telling the maid to bring his bed; and Odysseus proves himself, by saying, you
    cant do that, as we made our own bed, so we know it very well; especially by one
    particular feature, which only he could accomplish; which was, he built it from
    a living tree, roots in the ground; Pen melts into tears and asks him forgive-
    ness; Pen-splaining, the jealous gods gave them misery based on how happy
    they would have been together, throughout their youth; but there are many men
    who would have tried to deceive her, and thats why she has to test him; Pen-
    splaining-further, that neither would Helen have gone with Paris, and become
    the center of the Trojan war, had she not been so deceived; from which we may
    conclude, that she tests him, as taking such precautions now, against
    ever being the woman
    at the center
    of a war;

    and then he appears, to her, as welcome as the land to men who are drowning,
    and she couldnt let him go from her white-armed, like Heras, earths, embrace;
    and Athena holds back time, so that they have enough of it, for tears, for hugs,
    for conversation, and Od tells Pen about his sign; until the old-maid Eurynome
    dresses their bed for them(probably we should check her out);
    but they, as one might put it, “gladly went
    together to bed, and their old ritual."

    but his voices-meta-through,

    “and they(by himself)(by herself)(indeed)thereupon-gladly-welcomed(o gladly-
    welcomed ones)of the ancient(couch)bed(lektron)(yous make ancient)(make
    it ancient, yous, that which is laid down)(the site, the place)(the rite, the law,
    the order)(rule, precept, right)(tribunal,

    they)come to walk-about(approach)(reach)(take their way)(visit)(present-
    their-self-to)(to come or fall into their hands, approach
    as one(we)suppliant, having-reached-home, after
    swimming, spinning, and piling-in-
    heaps,

    their deepmost law
    (our zebra-dove)
    of peace."

    οἱ μὲν ἔπειτα
    ἀσπάσιοι λέκτροιο παλαιοῦ θεσμὸν ἵκοντο:
    Od. 23.147-296)

    but toward this great wonder, of which the rumour(report, fame, glory)never
    will it perish(come to an end)(die)(be lost)(undone)(in a state of)(ruin),

    those girls(maidens)(nymphs)(daughters)(puppets)(dolls)(pupils of
    the eye)(in the hieron)(o girls), who as women we call the Deliades,
    of the far-shooting-one, are the handmaids(o handmaids)(dwellings);

    cf Phaedrus

    πρὸς δὲ τόδε μέγα θαῦμα, ὅου κλέος οὔποτ᾽ ὀλεῖται,
    κοῦραι Δηλιάδες, ἑκατηβελέταο θεράπναι:

    and those(shes)since(you are already following the dyad-word-song)there
    and then, the first(o first)indeed(on the one hand)Apollo(they)would sing
    (celebrate, commemorate, make famous, tell over and over again, recite,
    repeat, harp upon(him),

    )but(on the other hand)back again, anew, in turn,
    hereafter, again further(bow wow)(aouuu)
    Leto and(indeed)Artemis, pourer-forth-of-arrows,

    αἵ τ᾽ ἐπεὶ ἂρ πρῶτον μὲν Ἀπόλλων᾽ ὑμνήσωσιν,
    αὖτις δ᾽ αὖ Λητώ τε καὶ Ἄρτεμιν ἰοχέαιραν,

    (o shes)remembering(him)and of men(o rearing-up)(rearing)(the rearing-
    up into manhood)and of old age(o ageing)(ageing)(the ageing)and
    of women(they)sing the hymn,

    but(they)work upon by spells and enchantment(bewitch)(charm)(spell-bind)(work
    upon by wiles)(cajole)(beguile, deceive, cheat)(charm, delight, ravish)
    (by hims-and-theys-enchanting)

    the tribes(races, classes, swarms, nations)(of tribes races, classes,
    swarms, nations)(by tribes, races, classes, swarms,
    nations)of human beings.

    μνησάμεναι ἀνδρῶν τε παλαιῶν ἠδὲ γυναικῶν
    ὕμνον ἀείδουσιν, θέλγουσι δὲ φῦλ᾽ ἀνθρώπων.


    from hymn 3 to Apollo

    fog of nine parts over twelve days (7/9 and 3/4)

    there(o)you, eie!(coming and going)(hearing and seeing)Phoibos(pure, bright
    radiant one),

    the goddesses(seeings)(you run)(you shine)(you gaze)(she would gaze)(you
    would be put in place)(by looking at)(by contemplation)(by
    the sight)(o seeings)

    were bathing(you)with beautiful(wood)(reefing rope)freshwater purely
    and cleanly, were wrapping in white(light)(bright)(clear)swaddling
    cloth(fine, thin, delicate)(weak)(slight)(subtle)(refined)
    and fresh-woven;

    but around(you)they(released)(let go)(let loose)(made flow)(uttered
    and spoke)(threw)(hurled)(shot)(spouted forth)(sent)
    the golden-twisting-cord.

    ἔνθα σέ, ἤιε Φοῖβε, θεαὶ λόον ὕδατι καλῷ
    ἁγνῶς καὶ καθαρῶς, σπάρξαν δ᾽ ἐν φάρεϊ λευκῷ,
    λεπτῷ, νηγατέῳ: περὶ δὲ χρύσεον στρόφον ἧκαν.

    not even, there and then, did the mother(o source)(o origin)suckle Apollo
    of the golden weapon,

    but Themis(whats right to do)(ruled over)(supplied)(offered)poured the first
    drops of nectar and lovely ambrosia
    with(her)immortal hands;

    but Leto(behold)(seize)rejoiced, because she was giving birth
    to a bow-bearing and steadfast child.

    οὐδ᾽ ἄρ᾽ Ἀπόλλωνα χρυσάορα θήσατο μήτηρ,
    ἀλλὰ Θέμις νέκταρ τε καὶ ἀμβροσίην ἐρατεινὴν
    ἀθανάτῃσιν χερσὶν ἐπήρξατο: χαῖρε δὲ Λητώ,
    οὕνεκα τοξοφόρον καὶ καρτερὸν υἱὸν ἔτικτεν.

    nevertheless(since)(you are)already(following)(the dyad-word-song)(it
    was binding)(it was needful)(both)(need and bind, yous),
    o Phoibos(pure, bright, radiant one),

    (you)ate up(devoured)the ambrosial(we missed the mark)(they
    missed the mark)(hamartia)food,

    you wouldnt be(panting)(gasping)(struggling convulsively)at least(she
    approaches)(has)(had been sat)thereupon(had sent)(has sent)(you all
    would send)(she had been put-on)(she has been put-on)(i
    was restraining)(by the word-songs)the golden-twisting-
    cords(were restraining)(restraining)not
    you(panting)(gasping)(struggling
    convulsively)at least,

    αὐτὰρ ἐπεὶ δή, Φοῖβε, κατέβρως ἄμβροτον εἶδαρ,
    οὔ σέ γ᾽ ἔπειτ᾽ ἴσχον χρύσεοι στρόφοι ἀσπαίροντα,

    nor still do the bonds hold(you)back,

    (you hold you back, you),

    but they(the bonds)were releasing all of the ends(tools)(tackle)(ropes)(cords)(limits)
    (boundaries)(completions)(the comings-to-pass)(crises or supreme moments)
    (decisions)(determinations)(modes)(means)(verdicts)(dooms)
    (instruments)(the final or essential points)
    (the sum and the substance);

    (as Nestor delivered to his son, on driving the horse-drawn chariot around
    the not-rotted-tree-post(grave-marker)(racing goal of ancient men)with two
    white stones leaning on either side, the joining-place of ways, stating
    there was no great need to instruct him, for he had been loved
    and taught by Poseidon and Zeus;

    but he said, your work will be heavy, because your horse may be
    the slowest; so keep your eye always on the post, and hug(tree-
    post)(grave-marker)it and yourself,
    lean

    a little to the left, urging-on the right horse, giving full-free-rein; and keep
    the left horse hard-against and nearly-touching the tree, until the hub
    of the strongly-built wheel will seem to touch it, but not enough
    to really brush against it, which would break
    the chariot, the horses, yourself.
    Iliad 23.305-350)

    οὐδ᾽ ἔτι δέσματ᾽ ἔρυκε, λύοντο δὲ πείρατα πάντα.

    but at once by femmortals(feminine + immortals)Phoibos(pure, bright,
    radiant)Apollo was voicing-meta:

    (meta - concerning community or participation; action in common
    with another; in the midst of; succession; pursuit; letting go; after,
    behind; reversely; repeated action or a change in position
    or condition; movement)

    αὐτίκα δ᾽ ἀθανάτῃσι μετηύδα Φοῖβος Ἀπόλλων: ‘

    “dyad-bows(it lets)(let it)would be(to)for(by)me a kithara(o beloved)(dear-girl-
    friend)(she loves)(love, you)and a curved-(rain)bows-dyad,

    (we would)(we will)proclaim(furnish you with)an oracle(that you consult)(you are
    needing and wanting)(you use)(make use of)(take part in)(dealings with)(experience,
    suffer, be-yoked-to)(to feel)(to treat)(to)(for)with(by)human beings(of Zeus)
    the un-erring and in-fallible(will)(determination)
    (design and)council of Zeus."

    εἴη μοι κίθαρίς τε φίλη καὶ καμπύλα τόξα,
    χρήσω δ᾽ ἀνθρώποισι Διὸς νημερτέα βουλήν.’

    (he said, “many, at least some, good-lucks we seem to be consulting, using, treating-
    with, o Meno, of strength and fierceness, of spirit and passion, intent
    and purpose, standing-fast, will be standing-fast;

    if you go, you come and go, you are seeking-for; as they boil and seethe, boil
    and seethe, yous! as they live, live, yous!

    (let)one excellence, to thrive and prosper, they were thriving and prospering, we
    were thriving and prospering, the dyad takes up, raises, lifts up, the beehive,
    o beehive, any we have found and discovered, of excellences, thriving
    and prospering, (then)we were thriving and prospering;

    beside you, being and having-been, strewn, laid down to rest, repose, re-
    maining, buried and un-buried, being situated in place, in store, in re-
    serve, set-up and laid-down,
    enduring."

    πολλῇ γέ τινι εὐτυχίᾳ ἔοικα κεχρῆσθαι, ὦ Μένων,
    εἰ μίαν ζητῶν ἀρετὴν σμῆνός τι ἀνηύρηκα ἀρετῶν
    παρὰ σοὶ κείμενον. cf Meno 72a)

    as saying(o saying)he was striding across(chthonos)earth of the wide-ways
    Phoibos(pure, bright radiant)of unshorn hair(hekatebolos)darting-from-afar;

    but there and then all of the femmortals(get)(acquire, you)(they were astounded
    and started meta-voicing too, “we believe you when you say” we are,
    we are amazing amazement
    labyrinthine);

    but by gold(by golden)there and then all(o all)Delos had been heavy and weighed
    down(oppressed)(grievous and distressed)(by golden gold);

    looking down at the offspring(family)(generation)of Zeus and Leto,
    by joyful-gladness-together,

    that the god had chosen(taken)(preferred)(seized)(appropriated)(carried-
    off)(chosen)(selected)(it)her

    (as the)(o)dyad(palace)house,

    to put(set)(place)(set it aside)(set it down)(to give a name to a child)
    (to apply the mind)(to set down, propose, as a prize)(as the material
    of contest)(to put on or about a person, endue him with)(to set out,
    a meal)(put it before someone)(to put into a persons heart or mind)
    (to suggest, communicate)(to lay, impose, inflict, bring evil)(to bestow,
    give, grant)(to bring about, make, cause to come into being or take
    place)(to cause to be such)

    among islands(will be spinning)(will be swimming)(“for a while”)(a year
    or two, or ten)(o spinning and swimming one)(and piling-up
    in heaps)and continents(she
    was multiplying to infinity,
    she was making into mainland —
    make it, you — her mind, its history, things she cant
    yet think outloud, things still
    hidden in dreams,

    by who?

    “only slightly unsettling,” you say,
    she says, o fucking hell)

    but she loves(his lock of hair)more-heartedly.

    ὣς εἰπὼν ἐβίβασκεν ἐπὶ χθονὸς εὐρυοδείης
    Φοῖβος ἀκερσεκόμης, ἑκατηβόλος: αἳ δ᾽ ἄρα πᾶσαι
    135 θάμβεον ἀθάναται: χρυσῷ δ᾽ ἄρα Δῆλος ἅπασα
    ( βεβρίθει, καθορῶσα Διὸς Λητοὺς τε γενέθλην,
    γηθοσύνῃ, ὅτι μιν θεὸς εἵλετο οἰκία θέσθαι
    νήσων ἠπείρου τε, φίλησε δὲ κηρόθι μᾶλλον. )

    we bloom, brilliant and shining, we flourish, at the height; they bloom
    and flourish, at the height; youve bloomed, have blooming!
    have flourishing — “a good day” — have being in(our)full!

    and as when the highest peak, of the great mountain, of the ass,
    and of the guardian(were tri-partite)by brilliance of blossoms
    and flowers eruption as by birds(or a yellow wagtail)of woodland,
    trees, forest, of timber, firewood, were burning, of stuff, material,
    substance — o mud! — of matter, you are the barking,
    baying, howling

    of earths
    unfathomed
    potential

    ἤνθησ᾽, ὡς ὅτε τε ῥίον οὔρεος ἄνθεσιν ὕλης.


    from hymn 3 to Apollo
    mogis pos

    fog of nine parts over twelve days (2/3 and 7 or 8/12 = 2/3)

    but they(goddesses, wobbly)send Iris(rainbow)forward well-built from the island(this
    island)to(will)(lead)(carry)fetch(bring)(to-will-break and shiver
    the waves)(to find yalls secret notes)(seized be?)
    Eileithuia(mogis-postokos),

    (they)(holding under)(as of hands to receive)(or a cup)(or lending ears)(supplying,
    affording, furnishing)(upholding, supporting)(sustaining)(maintaining)(taking
    upon themselves)(undertaking)(professing)a great chain(necklace)
    (wreath)(anchorage)
    (shelter),

    by golden(gold mines)threads of flax having(asking)(speaking)(fastening
    together), nine cubits broad;

    as broad as Priams yoke, which he prepares to go beg for his son Hektors
    body from Achilles; and his wife, Hekabe, she carries kind, sweet wine,
    advises him to pray and look
    for signs of birds;

    and he agrees
    to ask the god for mercy.

    αἳ δ᾽ Ἶριν προὔπεμψαν ἐυκτιμένης ἀπὸ νήσου,
    ἀξέμεν Εἰλείθυιαν, ὑποσχόμεναι μέγαν ὅρμον,
    χρυσείοισι λίνοισιν ἐερμένον, ἐννεάπηχυν:

    but absent(aloof)(apart)(they were commanding)(we are commanding)(to beauty-
    summon)(call)Hera of the white arms,

    truly(they are flowing)(flow, you)(they are swimming)(swim, you)(they are spin-
    ning)(spin, you)(they are heaping- and piling-up the thread)(you all
    would be)thereupon(she approaches)(has)(had been sat upon)(had sent)
    (has sent)(you all would send)(she had been put-on)(she has
    been put-on)by the word-songs, she will-to-be-read
    like a book, she would twist-and-turn-
    back(going of goings)(coming
    of comings)(being
    of beings).

    νόσφιν δ᾽ ἤνωγον καλέειν λευκωλένου Ἥρης,
    νή μιν ἔπειτ᾽ ἐπέεσσιν ἀποστρέψειεν ἰοῦσαν.

    nevertheless(since)(you are)(approaching)(the dyad-word-song)Iris, swift-footed-
    as-the-wind, hears this at least,

    (baaa)(sheep-sound)(!!)she walks, then(i will snarl)(easy, rhubarbed)(i
    will sprinkle)she runs(to shine)
    (to gaze),

    but quickly(swiftly)(fleet)she(o Pan)(o all)accomplish all(o all)(o Pan)
    the(rainbows)middle. (did she? she tries, a problem is, if she
    starts reading Homer, she doesnt stop, its the best wine
    however she needs to go to imigrasi
    tomorrow morning
    baaa)

    αὐτὰρ ἐπεὶ τό γ᾽ ἄκουσε ποδήνεμος ὠκέα Ἶρις,
    βῆ ῥα θέειν, ταχέως δὲ διήνυσε πᾶν τὸ μεσηγύ.

    nevertheless(since)(you are)(approaching)(the dyad-word-song), then she
    (running)(shining)(gleaming)reaches the seat of gods(and goddesses)
    (of seeing ones)(of looking-at)(of aspects)(they were gazing)
    (we were gazing)(o gazing one)(upon)

    high and steep(sheer)(utter)Olympos,

    αὐτὰρ ἐπεί ῥ᾽ ἵκανε θεῶν ἕδος, αἰπὺν Ὄλυμπον,

    at once, then(they were sowing seeds)(o bow-drill)(o shrine)(o carpenters auger)
    (by bane and ruin)(anxiety, impatience)(indentations from teeth)(on the inside
    of my cheek, she will snarl)(she will snarl, I’m still the same old me)(you
    will be snarled)(but you would pray)(and see)(now)(you pray)
    (she raises up)(we raise up)(be raised-up, you)
    (o prayers)(by prayer)(to flowers)(o lords-
    and-ladies)(o jacks-in-the-pulpit)
    (o ylang-ylang),

    out the door of the great hall, beauty-summoning-out-forth-Eileithuia(she
    that comes in need)(we were)winged-word-songs(lines and verses)(o
    winged-poetries)she is voicing-through,

    o all, very(o yellow)(distemper of asses)(white-tailed)(apple)(arm-
    pits)like we were enjoining(cheering on!)the Olympic houses,
    (o all)the having-and-holding(feminine).

    αὐτίκ᾽ ἄρ᾽ Εἰλείθυιαν ἀπὲκ μεγάροιο θύραζε
    ἐκπροκαλεσσαμένη ἔπεα πτερόεντα προσηύδα,
    πάντα μάλ᾽, ὡς ἐπέτελλον Ὀλύμπια δώματ᾽ ἔχουσαι.

    but by it, then and there, she is persuading the thumos(heart-spirit-courage)in
    their beloved breasts;

    but(going)they go on foot, their steps resembling timorous(trembling)(shy)
    rock-pigeons. (why would goddesses
    go like that?)

    τῇ δ᾽ ἄρα θυμὸν ἔπειθεν ἐνὶ στήθεσσι φίλοισι:
    βὰν δὲ ποσὶ τρήρωσι πελειάσιν ἴθμαθ᾽ ὁμοῖαι.

    when Eileithuia mogos-postokos(of toils and travails of birth)sets foot upon Delos(o
    dyad-divine)(it was binding)(bind, you)(need, you)(it was needful)then
    and there, childbirth seizes hold of her.

    and there and then, she is scared and shaking; she is spinning
    and swimming, imagining again and again
    all the whats it means;

    but she(in thought-purpose-spirit-courage-power-force-violence)desires
    to give(be given)birth.

    εὖτ᾽ ἐπὶ Δήλου ἔβαινε μογοστόκος Εἰλείθυια,
    δὴ τότε τὴν τόκος εἷλε, μενοίνησεν δὲ τεκέσθαι.

    but still she doesnt understand, struggles to comprehend, spinning
    and swimming, mind inside-out and upside-down, losing
    stability;

    but around the palm tree(phoenix)(purple or crimson)(she)throws(throw, you)
    (cast)(hurl, let fall, strike, touch)(her and your)two arms(double-
    horns of the lyre)(o dyad-bow-joining)(o dyad
    of the lyre)(o double-rainbow).

    with-and-without the news(it helps)shes tempesting
    or going numb;

    but the knees she plants(will plant)firmly on the soft(tender)
    (gentle)(mild)meadow(yielding)grassy place
    (of flowers)(blooming)
    (yoni);

    she keeps collapsing into tears;

    but the earth(o earth)(by earth)smiles beneath her.

    ἀμφὶ δὲ φοίνικι βάλε πήχεε, γοῦνα δ᾽ ἔρεισε
    λειμῶνι μαλακῷ: μείδησε δὲ γαῖ᾽ ὑπένερθεν:

    and still, she isnt you-know-who;

    but out(which)leaps(springs)(rushes)(darts)(attacks)(do it)into the light of day;

    ἐκ δ᾽ ἔθορε πρὸ φόωσδε:

    and she feels dizzy, nauseous, a broken rubber-band, and two beloved(black)hens
    die overnight; Grace, staunch and protective mother, and Sweetie, most willful
    and brave, and both too clever for their own good, succumb to wounds sustained
    when snuck-out of their separate pen, being-set-upon and overwhelmed
    by roosters; and she doesnt know why, she cant stop tears
    about the event, their spirits being o, so dear,
    and gone, and who in the hungering
    world, to grieve the loss
    of two like them;

    and three(four)days ago, when it first said chresterion, then and there(deep)blue(ultra-
    marine)Javan kingfisher, Halcyon cyanoventris, lands on a jepun tree;
    she writes it then she crosses it out; cause its not like shes the best
    at parsing verbs or nouns in ancient greek; and how
    dare she believe the unbelievable; and how
    hardly she feels its not her right;

    and yesterday as she eats lunch, in treetops over-looking Campuhan pura-river-
    ravine, red rice, tempe, arugula, miso-sesame, but hard to swallow for lack
    of appetite, a green imperial pigeon, pergam hijau, flip-flaps onto a branch
    nearby (where she lives are not a lot of windows, as living-space
    is mostly outside), and if she sees it, and believes, she feels
    not brave, but being-swallowed
    in a world of signs;

    but the goddesses(you run)(you shine)(you gaze)(she would gaze)(you would be put
    in place)(by looking at)(by contemplation)(by the sight)shouted and cried
    in EXULTED ULULATIONS —

    aiaiaiaiaiaiaiaiaieeeeeeeeeiaiaiaiaiaiaiaiaiaiiiiiiiii

    all of them(o all)(o-whole-feminine)together.

    θεαὶ δ᾽ ὀλόλυξαν ἅπασαι.


    from hymn 3 to Apollo

    fog of nine parts over twelve days (4/9)

    thus(she)spake; but rejoice(and hail)Delos, and exchanging
    and replying(o replying)(o returning-braiding)she was(amoebeing . . .
    o holy-mogis-pos-will-be-mother, the whole fog-)voicing-through;

    ὣς φάτο: χαῖρε δὲ Δῆλος, ἀμειβομένη δὲ προσηύδα:

    Leto, most-glorious daughter of great Koios(you would mark)(you
    would cry)(indeed-methinks-i-finally-do — by the dog, shes weaving-
    all-nighters, for two — through four, or more — yet, still —

    Λητοῖ, κυδίστη θύγατερ μεγάλου Κοίοιο,

    )gladly-welcomed, i, at least, would receive(i would bring
    to light)your offspring(seed)(generation)(birth)(they were, i am
    bringing forth, to bring forth)from-afar the(HEKATOS)lord;

    for horribly(dreadful stories)true(o truthful one)(i)(truthful)am bad-
    wailing-(war-death-harpy)-sounding(to)(for)by men; and thus,
    (we)honored-all-around(we)
    would i become.

    ἀσπασίη κεν ἐγώ γε γονὴν ἑκάτοιο ἄνακτος
    δεξαίμην: αἰνῶς γὰρ ἐτήτυμόν εἰμι δυσηχὴς
    ἀνδράσιν: ὧδε δέ κεν περιτιμήεσσα γενοίμην.

    but this(word-song)(i)tremble, o Leto, (o this)word-song, nor will(i)
    conceal(this word-song)(from)you(who are concealed(in this));

    for(overly)(will be twanged)they say, some(hubristic)Apollo(overly)
    reckless, uncaring, foolish, ruinous and ungovernable(like
    too many, too eager suitors)(overly)(will
    be twanged)will be,

    and loudly-bigly-will-willfuly-hold-political-sway amongst immortals
    and(indeed)for mortals(who)liable-to-death(know neither ships,
    with their date-palm-bellies-swelling-fat-purple-pink, nor
    the balancing of scales — Athenai, represent —
    )upon spelt-giving land.

    ἀλλὰ τόδε τρομέω, Λητοῖ, ἔπος, οὐδέ σε κεύσω:
    λίην γάρ τινά φασιν ἀτάσθαλον Ἀπόλλωνα
    ἔσσεσθαι, μέγα δὲ πρυτανευσέμεν ἀθανάτοισι
    καὶ θνητοῖσι βροτοῖσιν ἐπὶ ζείδωρον ἄρουραν.

    for those, then and there, horribly(i, Penelope-testing, do)fear,
    both through(against)phren(tummy-heart-centered-wits-waiting)
    and against(through)thumos(breath-spirit-savage-tasting-heart —

    as if I don’t remember clearly (as 6 + 3) the last time —
    and one year later (that makes 4) —
    and with that fucking oar —
    how you left us,
    before,
    again,

    )lest whenever the first time he would see(youd be seen, by sheen
    of metal)(by ships-timber-tree)light(o daylight)(fire-in-his-eyes-
    bright)(a way out)(delight, deliverance, victory, glory)(the dark-
    ring)(if somewhere he still lives)(he sees his other one)(around
    a nipple)(areola)(black from Hades, unseen)(by the hole)of the sun,

    τῷ ῥ᾽ αἰνῶς δείδοικα κατὰ φρένα καὶ κατὰ θυμόν,
    μή, ὁπότ᾽ ἂν τὸ πρῶτον ἴδῃ φάος ἠελίοιο,

    and dishonoring(you dishonor)(her, again)
    the island(as before, will be swimming
    and spinning and piling-
    up-unwoven string,
    in heaps —

    o MUSE, sing me the woman
    who was ever allowed
    to count, OUTLOUD —

    )since(you approach the dyad-word-song, are you)really(or)
    (i was surely, he said)hard-rocky-grounded(home)(i)am —

    by feet(by husbanding)(id over-)turn(and twisting)down(catastrophe)
    against(trampling-on, ruining)he would thrust(nail-head, youd
    be thrusted)(by thrusting)into the salty-grey sea —

    νῆσον ἀτιμήσας, ἐπεὶ κραναήπεδός εἰμι,
    ποσσὶ καταστρέψας ὤσῃ ἁλὸς ἐν πελάγεσσιν,

    and now, there(he is)(they are)(he comes and goes)(and come
    and go, he says, to me, in the imperative, of)my own self —

    (on the one hand)the great(swollen)wave(o flood)(my pregnancy)
    (down)against(through)my head(face)(skull)in crowds(aplenty)
    (enough)always, it would wash(dash) — (surge) — over(my sanity) —

    (on the other hand)he will arrive on(me)the other earth,
    who would please(youd be pleased, youd take pleasure, by)him, (me)
    to be made(prepared and performed-as)the temple(ship-like)dwelling
    and hallowed-wooded(with tree-like markings)groves(of green) —

    ἔνθ᾽ ἐμὲ μὲν μέγα κῦμα κατὰ κρατὸς ἅλις αἰεὶ
    κλύσσει: ὃ δ᾽ ἄλλην γαῖαν ἀφίξεται, ἥ κεν ἅδῃ οἱ,
    τεύξασθαι νηόν τε καὶ ἄλσεα δενδρήεντα:

    o(his)polypodes(slime-suckered, skin-(g)ripping things)in my-own-self!
    (so protean, he would throw-up)lurking-places(cavities)(lairs)(of a cave-
    grave)(the pores of sponges)(nostrils)(recesses in my brain-
    bone)and murky seals(o dark seals)(by
    the slickening-sea-dog . . .

    πουλύποδες δ᾽ ἐν ἐμοὶ θαλάμας φῶκαί τε μέλαιναι

    )they will make houses(palaces)(dyad-dwellings)(unburied)uncared-for,
    (sisters-)in-lack(ing bedding, spider-webbings-wedding)(just like
    you left Argos, of the patient heart, but)of people(d audience,
    people-responsibilities, people-needs, left
    sisters-in-stones —

    οἰκία ποιήσονται ἀκηδέα, χήτεϊ λαῶν.


    from hymn 3 to Apollo

    cf Homers Odyssey
    4.404(seals of Proteus)
    5.432(polypodon thalames)
    16.35(spider web bedding)
    16.86(hubris of suitors)
    17.292(Argos talasiphronos)
    20.207(ever if he still lives)
    23.273(Pen and the sign)
    Iliad 2.548(Athenianships)
    etc.

    fog of nine parts over twelve days (1/9)

    (i)(from-afar)shall remember and in no way(o threshold,
    o way)would (i) escape the notice of Apollo(hekatos)from-afar,

    the one whom, when going and coming(o gods)(she would run)(shine,
    gleam)(contemplate)through the house(build, you)(she builds)(i
    build)of Zeus, the gods tremble(by trembling)(going and coming);

    and there and then(i will snarl)(easy)(i will sprinkle water)they
    spring up(by darting up)(eagerly)near-to the coming and going,

    all(o all)from their seats, when(she)stretches(and strains)out
    the shining(radiant)(glistening)(famous)(phaidrean)(rain)bows.

    μνήσομαι οὐδὲ λάθωμαι Ἀπόλλωνος ἑκάτοιο,
    ὅντε θεοὶ κατὰ δῶμα Διὸς τρομέουσιν ἰόντα:
    καί ῥά τ᾽ ἀναΐσσουσιν ἐπὶ σχεδὸν ἐρχομένοιο
    πάντες ἀφ᾽ ἑδράων, ὅτε φαίδιμα τόξα τιταίνει.

    but Leto alone stays(stay, you)beside delights-in-the-thunderbolt Zeus,
    and she there and then(the bow)(living)(o living)(they lived)(living)(life)
    let loose(and released)and shut(and enclosed)the quiver and bow,

    Λητὼ δ᾽ οἴη μίμνε παραὶ Διὶ τερπικεραύνῳ,
    ἥ ῥα βιόν τ᾽ ἐχάλασσε καὶ ἐκλήισσε φαρέτρην,

    and(she)taking them from the wowow shoulders by the hands(taking)
    (rain)bows suspends(hangs)up(down)towards the pillar of its father
    of the peg(phallus)of gold; but(she)seats him, into the(herb)throne,
    (she)(leading)(fetching)(bringing)(carrying)(guiding)(commanding)
    (drawing out)(and describing)(holding as an event)(and celebrating)
    (weighing down a scale)(with a certain weight)and taking for herself.

    καί οἱ ἀπ᾽ ἰφθίμων ὤμων χείρεσσιν ἑλοῦσα
    τόξα κατεκρέμασε πρὸς κίονα πατρὸς ἑοῖο
    πασσάλου ἐκ χρυσέου: τὸν δ᾽ ἐς θρόνον εἷσεν ἄγουσα.

    by(it)then the father gives(offers)(grants)nectar(by)the vessel of gold
    showing(manifesting)the beloved child; and then the other daimones
    thereupon sit down; and the mistress-lady Leto rejoices,
    because(she)gave birth to the(rain)bow-bearing and(mighty)steadfast child.

    τῷ δ᾽ ἄρα νέκταρ ἔδωκε πατὴρ δέπαϊ χρυσείῳ
    δεικνύμενος φίλον υἱόν: ἔπειτα δὲ δαίμονες ἄλλοι
    ἔνθα καθίζουσιν: χαίρει δέ τε πότνια Λητώ,
    οὕνεκα τοξοφόρον καὶ καρτερὸν υἱὸν ἔτικτε.

    rejoice, O blessed Leto, since you gave birth to two glorious children,
    Apollo the lord and Artemis of the pouring-forth-(poison?)-arrows,
    the one in Ortygia, the other in rugged Delos, (o she)having(bending)(giving-
    way)(reclining)(resting)toward the great mountain and Kynthian riverbank,
    the most-nearly-like the palm tree(phoenix)(red-purple)(a sticky date),
    on the flows of the river-fountain Inopoio.

    χαῖρε, μάκαιρ᾽ ὦ Λητοῖ, ἐπεὶ τέκες ἀγλαὰ τέκνα,
    Ἀπόλλωνά τ᾽ ἄνακτα καὶ Ἄρτεμιν ἰοχέαιραν,
    τὴν μὲν ἐν Ὀρτυγίῃ, τὸν δὲ κραναῇ ἐνὶ Δήλῳ,
    κεκλιμένη πρὸς μακρὸν ὄρος καὶ Κύνθιον ὄχθον,
    ἀγχοτάτω φοίνικος, ἐπ᾽ Ἰνωποῖο ῥεέθροις.

    from hymn 3 to Apollo

    as harmonium despair (we trial six-handed instruments) as immortalities

    exhalation:
    we need every breath you give
    we must bind it with our own
    so the One receives our dyad

    inhalation:
    (word being soul)

    instrument:
    by through-takings, would you shelter me,
    O whistling, flute-playing-Pan,
    through the body of a child,
    through-bodied-father
    embodying the all —
    turnings-conjoined-
    round O whole-
    playing-part
    grown-in, would you put-on your hands?

    chord:
    to take care is to hold
    sisters crying-out
    in-visibles
    to cure


    //

    ἐκ δὴ
    τούτου τοῦ λόγου
    διαίταις
    ἐπὶ πᾶν
    τὸ σῶμα
    τρεπόμενοι
    μετὰ τοῦ ὅλου
    τὸ μέρος
    ἐπιχειροῦσιν
    θεραπεύειν τε
    καὶ ἰᾶσθαι

    156ξ

    //

    mogis pos

    a sentence around ultra-violetting girls

    for we are, O Charmides, the love-charming eyes,
    and like this she-song, the sort not to claim powers
    to make healthy and sound the lonely head,

    but like youre already making equals delights,
    twice-sevenning and hearing-do-gooding healers,
    (you do good)(lets do good)(our best)(as we can),
    whenever anyone, as you and me, comes to them-
    selves, as pain-suffering eyes,

    they say, somehow, by saying that it doesnt do,
    to put hands on solitary selves (you make alone)(as
    you, ultra-violetting, you were and will be crying
    aloud) to cure the eyes,

    but it(perforce, from prison)(it lets)(let it)would be
    our girls, and at the same time, would be necessary
    to take care of her-head,

    if it would be destined, by intending to do, and indeed,
    (i see you)(you see me)(we give sight)(to giving sight),
    to have well, and to hold well, the shes of the eyes,


    ἔστι γάρ,
    Χαρμίδη
    τοιαύτη οἵα μὴ δύνασθαι
    τὴν κεφαλὴν μόνον ὑγιᾶ ποιεῖν

    ἀλλ᾽ ὥσπερ ἴσως
    ἤδη καὶ σὺ ἀκήκοας
    τῶν ἀγαθῶν ἰατρῶν

    ἐπειδάν τις αὐτοῖς προσέλθῃ
    τοὺς ὀφθαλμοὺς ἀλγῶν

    λέγουσί που ὅτι
    οὐχ οἷόν τε
    αὐτοὺς μόνους ἐπιχειρεῖν
    τοὺς ὀφθαλμοὺς ἰᾶσθαι

    ἀλλ᾽ ἀναγκαῖον εἴη
    ἅμα καὶ
    τὴν κεφαλὴν θεραπεύειν

    εἰ μέλλοι
    καὶ τὰ τῶν ὀμμάτων εὖ ἔχειν

    156β

    //

    mogis pos

    down hard on his hunted hart

    i know im the ugly sister
    my poetrys too self-involved
    i hear, hear the deepness glimmer
    i criss-cross blew-eyes-resolved

    so i lack the slightest word
    to let you know i-really-do
    so i give you this old thing
    i pray to gods whats green gets through

    beautifully at least you are to me
    now you will find i love your ass
    as we-making-together-be
    a subtle feast undying grass


    καλῶς γε σύ
    ἦν δ᾽ ἐγώ
    ποιῶν

    156α

    //

    kompsos

    ritual persuasion

    and he says,
    then i shall write it down,
    beside you,
    the song.

    but whether
    (all of this is)
    we being irreducible . . .
    if you persuade me,
    or even if not?

    maybe (all of this is) really
    just we being incorrigible?

    (me and you, we-women laugh, and hes laughing too)
    (i remember when you tasked me a simian-similar-ask)
    (oh, its very important to him-and-us that this all be light-
    hearted-funny. her laughter is the sound of the ego, dead
    and dying many times over)(inside comedy inside tragedy
    inside comedy until he is goodly dead)(tears our witness
    as the armor of its insanity protects the truth)(humor is
    the most difficult to carry. the loss of the comedy portion
    of Aristotles poetics kills us here, but one thing i remember
    he says — i dont have time to find the exact line, but did
    you know, that poor Aristotles books werent written by him,
    but reconstructed from lecture notes? well, one of the most
    funny-being things was animals acting like humans, i ass-
    umed also humans acting like animals. but i remember us
    laughing at how un-funny that was.)(i said to the mask-
    maker, isnt every mask a monkey mask?)(love, i demand
    he agree)

    if i-we persuade you-we,
    he says,
    O Socrates.

    okay, okay. we
    let we-being irreducible.
    and the name of me,
    which i-we will call,
    would you-we perfect it?

    if not, injustice
    is we-without-you,
    he says.
    for yours is not some oligos logos
    amongst we of the leaf.

    but i
    as being a child (make-music perfect tension relief)
    by the names (which have been diverse and wild)
    by the dresses (often inappropriately we-coded)
    by the beach (and her sunrise you already kissed)
    by the valley (and her cooling rivers i already miss)
    by all of this here (& the seventh letter in my first)
    always-already-remember-together-being-you


    καὶ ὅς
    Ἀπογράψομαι τοίνυν
    ἔφη
    παρὰ σοῦ τὴν ἐπῳδήν

    πότερον
    ἦν δ᾽ ἐγώ
    ἐάν με πείθῃς
    ἢ κἂν μή

    γελάσας οὖν
    ἐάν σε πείθω
    ἔφη
    ὦ Σώκρατες

    εἶεν
    ἦν δ᾽ ἐγώ
    καὶ τοὔνομά μου
    σὺ ἀκριβοῖς

    εἰ μὴ ἀδικῶ γε
    ἔφη
    οὐ γάρ τι σοῦ ὀλίγος λόγος ἐστὶν
    ἐν τοῖς ἡμετέροις ἡλικιώταις

    μέμνημαι δὲ ἔγωγε
    καὶ παῖς ὢν
    Κριτίᾳ τῷδε
    συνόντα σε

    156α

    //

    mogis pos

    🌑

    we of the leaf (hemeteroi helikiotai)

    we being irreducible (say you)(they say)(O saying one)(i say)(the saying)

    that itself (it let)(let it) would be a leaf

    but some song (she) sung upon the pharmakon (lets it)(it lets) be me

    if someone would sing (she) along (you) and at the same time (me) (inquire)(use)(consult)(entreat)(experience) (being slightly wounded) by we

    all in all in all we will make a (healthy) living tree (and overgrowingly) would make the pharmakon

    but without (send it up)(let it grow wild)(accomplish it) of the song

    no help would be (neither to nor from) of the leaf



    καὶ ἐγὼ εἶπον
    ὅτι αὐτὸ μὲν εἴη
    φύλλον τι

    ἐπῳδὴ δέ τις
    ἐπὶ τῷ φαρμάκῳ
    εἴη

    ἣν εἰ μέν τις ἐπᾴδοι
    ἅμα καὶ
    χρῷτο αὐτῷ

    παντάπασιν
    ὑγιᾶ ποιοῖ
    τὸ φάρμακον

    ἄνευ δὲ
    τῆς ἐπῳδῆς
    οὐδὲν ὄφελος εἴη
    τοῦ φύλλου

    155ε

    kudianerotesia (if man is mortal then what are we)

    our eyes the sea to see
    inside the armor of a dress

    fire-setting-me
    no longer in myself

    they are it is
    i am i say
    i hold

    as it were my law
    the wisest to be

    this englorification of we
    by Love


    εἶδόν τε
    τὰ ἐντὸς τοῦ ἱματίου
    καὶ ἐφλεγόμην
    καὶ οὐκέτ᾽ ἐν ἐμαυτοῦ
    ἦν
    καὶ ἐνόμισα σοφώτατον εἶναι
    τὸν Κυδίαν τὰ ἐρωτικά

    155δ

    prince of a triple-ply turn-on

    from afar he turns me on
    i am a shuddering tree
    his hands all over me
    leaves on my limbs

    belonging and dying
    i reach toward a second son
    tight grips after gentle strokes
    this beautiful(wood)(line)binding

    he makes me
    he makes me feel
    he wakes me up
    when i am a real woman


    //

    indeed this
    (they were)(it was)i was(saying)
    O beloved Critias
    from afar to you(all)
    (is) the beautiful(wood)(line)
    (you)descend(s) from kinship with Solon

    155α

    τοῦτο μέν
    ἦν δ᾽ ἐγώ
    ὦ φίλε Κριτία
    πόρρωθεν ὑμῖν
    τὸ καλὸν
    ὑπάρχει ἀπὸ τῆς Σόλωνος συγγενείας

    american shade (lost verse)

    where i wait a stranger shape
    every wave is washing dry and clear
    a seashell is a hollow place
    an island is an ariel escape
    hibiscus flowers are growing near
    i put one behind my ear
    taste the battle, taste the fear
    and when the wind blows straight through here
    salt in the chorus


    //

    and the others were really same-saying
    same as these with Chaerephon

    i, Heracles, was saying

    as (one) battle-less
    (unconquerable)
    yall speak of the man

    συνέφασαν οὖν καὶ οἱ ἄλλοι
    ταὐτὰ ταῦτα τῷ Χαιρεφῶντι

    κἀγώ Ἡράκλεις ἔφην

    ὡς ἄμαχον
    λέγετε
    τὸν ἄνδρα

    154δ

    //

    at the beach
    for Cancer season

    🌗

    with your fingers at my lips

    photo is in a landscape orientation, mostly in warm tones of green and brown, of orchid roots and a big orchid vine growing out over, and some into, water, over what appears to be a pond, bordered by a concrete wall running diagonally across the upper-right portion of the image, with pale grey reflected sky running diagonally across the left of the image, including a reflection of growing vegetation. there is a leafy branch of jasmine entering the water from the lower left of the image and some pieces of mossy wood partially submerged in murky water on the right. to the upper-left of center, in a shaded section of water, is dimly visible an orange-red fish with black spots.

    we are brushed
    almost too close
    by beauty

    like flame, you know
    how arrows pierce
    a breast

    where you touch
    i grow me out even over
    emptiness

    overgrowingly
    (they were)(it was)i
    was(saying) ——— godyes


    //

    ὑπερφυῶς
    ἦν δ᾽ ἐγώ

    154δ

    //

    &

    as the tombstone of a dead president

    oh sally, oh sally
    its always been you
    youve always been my one

    let me sign that draft
    with autopen, in-de-pen-
    dence dec-la-ray-shun

    did even tender roses
    launder their senses
    inside the wicker fences

    at monticello


    //

    and (he) Chaerephon(you
    summoned)ing me
    what to you
    appears t(he) young man
    (he) was saying
    O Socrates
    (is he) not handsome (?)

    154ξ

    καὶ ὁ Χαιρεφῶν
    καλέσας με
    τί σοι
    φαίνεταινεανίσκος
    ἔφη
    ὦ Σώκρατες
    οὐκ εὐπρόσωπος

    tendrils in a warm pumpkin patch

    photo of an orchid plant growing out of wood shaped kind of like a body, with curves and a dark hollow, with roots growing into the wood and leaves and flowers growing away toward the light.
    dancing is bondage in freedom
    my feet belong (to you, to you)
    my eyes belong (also to you)

    so that they and i were (glutting ourselves)
    having been struck out (of ourselves)
    having been thrown into bewilderment

    my feet belong (to you, to you)
    my eyes belong (only to you)
    my ears are the shape of secrets

    when he was entering


    //

    οὕτως ἐκπεπληγμένοι τε καὶ τεθορυβημένοι ἦσαν

    ἡνίκ᾽ εἰσῄει

    //

    changed “seemed” to
    “appeared” for ephane

    the meirax of moist

    photo of a sunlit large pinkish-yellow lady slipper orchid in front of a stone walkway with a sign with an arrow pointing that says entry

    for nothing shabby even
    then, green and golden
    (they were)(i was)(i was saying)
    still being (whole)child

    and now i guess somehow very
    well, flown and flowing
    if (they) would already
    (let)be of a youth(maiden)

    — the meirax is (moist)fluid as a slipper
    river maiden golden child
    the meirax (is) slippery and loud
    river maiden wild


    //

    for nothing shabby
    even then
    (they were)(i was)(i was saying)
    still being (whole)child

    and now i guess somehow
    very well
    if (they) would already
    (let)be of a youth(maiden)

    οὐ γάρ τι φαῦλος
    οὐδὲ τότε
    ἦν
    ἔτι παῖς ὤν

    νῦν δ᾽ οἶμαί που
    εὖ μάλα
    ἂν ἤδη
    μειράκιον εἴη

    154β

    //

    δαιμονίως

    witch piece cake

    in skin prick, i fly across oceans
    arrive on the lotus-letters island
    of the long-lost highland kingdom
    stir and spell a terrible journey
    through holy wood by central castling.

    to announce my flawless fingers
    persuade his drawbridges lowered
    which were guarded by a giantess
    and cross over the lava moat.
    with clean hair only do we enter

    the dragon reception, a masque
    of marbles clouds and berries.
    here is where i will eat out
    the remainder of my salad days
    sweetly, sing the saffron rage of birds.

    with which natural-born prince
    whisper in the quartz crystal ball
    an uncomplicated lover, yes —
    of inexhaustible grief and faith
    in these wettest, wildest dreams.

    but it appears to me
    indeed he
    (himself) nearly
    already (pleasures)
    perhaps

    to be
    approaching —


    //

    φαίνεται δέ μοι
    καὶ αὐτὸς ἐγγὺς
    ἤδη που εἶναι προσιών

    why she (of all those now)

    photo is of a tangle of different orchid plants, which look like grasses and vines, in a desaturated palette, with two thin and wispy orchid blooms suspended in the center of the image.

    because she is a world
    as meditation —
    are you noticing each bare blade
    of grass, cut green as a fiery warmth.

    because immanence, though shy,
    is penetration —
    are the rays of the sun shining
    into the cells of a golden meadow.

    because these happening, all in a rush —
    are the (ones) running headlong and entering
    in advance, are the lovers and the beloveds
    of the (one) seeming to be most beautiful

    of all those now.


    //

    οὗτοι γὰρ τυγχάνουσιν
    οἱ εἰσιόντες πρόδρομοί
    τε καὶ ἐρασταὶ ὄντες
    τοῦ δοκοῦντος καλλίστου εἶναι
    τά γε δὴ νῦν

    154α

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