Butterflies

    image of a pencil drawing on brown paper of a butterfly man tiny caterpillar coming out of an egg

    VIII.xii. end goal-( wild-( in a language( the wave of )unknown )-fire )-fighting sleep

    ADEIMANTOS: hold on to your buts,

    MEDEIS( NOBODY ): O( to-by-for )me( we )i( being )cowardly( vile,

    worthless, lowborn, mean, afraid, miserable, wretched, poor ),

    ADEIMANTOS: we ask myself,

    MEDEIS: what( someone )now( to-by-for )me longest-

    lasting( would be )born?

    ὤ μοι ἐγὼ δειλός, τί νύ μοι μήκιστα γένηται;

    ADEIMANTOS: keep your ifs inside the she-vessel,

    PINDAR: ( o )HIGHEST( uppermost, most supreme )horse-driver

    ( charioteer )( thunder-hurler )( lyre-striker )( rower )

    ( who drives away )( a broad, flat cake )( hoop-stick )

    of untiring( of foot )thunder —

    ( astonishment ! )

    ZEUS,

    ἐλατὴρ ὑπέρτατε βροντᾶς ἀκαμαντόποδος Ζεῦ:

    ADEIMANTOS: but keep your ands easy to reach-for,

    HERAKLES: but he( and yall )inflicted upon( imposed )

    ( commanded-charged-prescribed )

    ( gave an order )( to-by-for )me

    difficult( cruel-harsh-stern-dangerous-violent-

    malignant )tasks( contests-conflicts

    struggles-ordeals ),

    ὁ δέ μοι χαλεποὺς ἐπετέλλετ᾽ ἀέθλους.

    ADEIMANTOS: good thing ( its not the end goal ) that matters,

    as swirling voices ( we really believe ),

    and were not sure yet if its irony,

    but ( the way you respond only to me )

    would momentarily become difficult,

    MEDEIS: we( would )fear lest

    ( it )( o dyad-god )( she was binding )( bind, you )

    ( god-needed-bound )( she was in-need )( need,

    you )( the dyad-god )( indeed )must( be ),

    all( the )( dyad- )goddess( unerring )infallible said,

    (300) δείδω μὴ δὴ πάντα θεὰ νημερτέα εἶπεν,

    ADEIMANTOS: and ( my skin is electricity ) charged

    with the polarity of poetries,

    ( we-turning ) languages of men

    inside organic me,

    PINDAR: for your( she- )SEASONS( being-fitting-times ),

    τεαὶ γὰρ ὧραι

    MEDEIS: she spoke( to-by-for )me in the sea,

    ἥ μ᾽ ἔφατ᾽ ἐν πόντῳ,

    ADEIMANTOS: aiming less for instability,

    PINDAR: TURNING( -dancing- )ROUND( whirling-

    plying )( winding-minding )under the subtle( -many-

    colored-complex-dappled-embroidered-wily-unstable-

    )notes of the lyre-( phorminx )-SONG —

    ὑπὸ ποικιλοφόρμιγγος ἀοιδᾶς ἑλισσόμεναί

    ADEIMANTOS: balancing the two of these,

    bearing witness to his nostos,

    MEDEIS: before( you )come( reach )( approach )

    ( supplicate )( the she- )fatherland( she )earth,

    πρὶν πατρίδα γαῖαν ἱκέσθαι,

    ADEIMANTOS: or coming home to his witnessing,

    PINDAR: ( they-she )SENT me,

    μ᾽ ἔπεμψαν


    ADEIMANTOS: and ( its the journey ) we say OUT LOUD,

    as we can barely hear herself,

    over these hims,

    MEDEIS: ( you would )FULFILL( have full measure of )

    ( you would feel pains )( he was feeling pains )

    ( feel pain, you )( dyad- )PAIN( sufferings, grief ),

    ἄλγε᾽ ἀναπλήσειν:

    ADEIMANTOS: dipping fingers

    in the teacup,

    PINDAR: ( as )WITNESS( o witness )( o guardian )

    of the HIGHEST( loftiest )( proudest )

    contests( struggles, tasks, conflicts, ORDEALS ),

    ὑψηλοτάτων μάρτυρ᾽ ἀέθλων.

    SOKRATES: ( we )i( being )( to-by-for )you,

    ἐγώ σοι,

    ADEIMANTOS: ( in a language )

    we are learning as we go along,

    ( we hear the air crackling )

    with some almighty agreements,

    with some almighty friends,

    MEDEIS: but now all of( she- )this

    ( o dyad-god )( she was binding )( bind, you )

    ( god-needed-bound )( she was in-need )( need, you )

    ( the dyad-god )( indeed )must( be )

    ( will be )( is )accomplished,

    τὰ δὲ δὴ νῦν πάντα τελεῖται.

    ADEIMANTOS: as the dog hears too,

    PINDAR: but( of )guest-friends( XENION )

    ( strangers, hosts, foreigners )doing( FARING )WELL,

    GOOD( brave, stout, faithful, well-bred )( men )

    WAG the TAIL( show joyful-delight and fondness )

    ( fawn-upon )( pay-court-to )( greet )( gladden )

    FORTHWITH( at once )( immediately )( on the spot )

    ( o drinker, take a drink! )

    toward( the )SWEET( fresh, pleasant, deligtful )

    MESSAGE( tidings-news-report-announcement-

    messenger ),

    ξείνων δ᾽ εὖ πρασσόντων ἔσαναν αὐτίκ᾽ ἀγγελίαν

    ποτὶ γλυκεῖαν ἐσλοί.

    ADEIMANTOS: whats the message, o Sokrates?

    SOKRATES: ( o saying )( the saying )

    ( say, you! )they say( we say )

    ( the saying )

    ( the weight that falls on a mouse in a trap ),

    εἶπον,

    ADEIMANTOS: but whats that mousetrappy thing?

    its always kind of showing up

    but he leaves hooks concealed so far in

    its ( unknown to almost everyone else )

    its unknown even to him until

    we unexpectedly stumble on the answer

    ( when your hand moves on paths )

    when the mousetraps catch us,

    MEDEIS: ( to-by-for )such clouds Zeus enwreathes

    ( crowns-around )( you are surrounded, enwreathed )

    ( the )wide( broad )sky( heavens ),

    οἵοισιν νεφέεσσι περιστέφει οὐρανὸν εὐρὺν
    Ζεύς,

    PINDAR: but still,

    [10] ἀλλ᾽,

    ADEIMANTOS: as ( someone said )

    who wasnt nobody,

    MEDEIS: but( he )stirs up( troubles )( agitates )( throws

    into disorder )( confusion )( and anarchy )( the )sea,

    ἐτάραξε δὲ πόντον,

    ADEIMANTOS: but hes not anarchist at all,

    PINDAR: O CHILD of Kronos,

    ὦ Κρόνου παῖ,

    ADEIMANTOS: but not quite dyadic

    enough for nobody,

    MEDEIS: but( the )storm( whirl- )winds urge-on

    ( to-by-for )( rushing )( blowing-furiously )( of )winds of all sorts,

    ἐπισπέρχουσι δ᾽ ἄελλαι

    (305) παντοίων ἀνέμων.

    ADEIMANTOS: yet we-being pharmakronik,

    PINDAR: ( you )who( o VIPERS! )( you pour out )

    ( you )have-and-hold( Mount )Aetna,

    ὃς Αἴτναν ἔχεις,

    ADEIMANTOS: as he grabs me by

    the ( horses ) heartstrings,

    MEDEIS: now( to-by-for )me safe( sure, certain,

    sound, alive and well )( would be )sheer

    ( utter )( high and steep )( lofty )( towering )destruction( ruin )( death ),

    νῦν μοι σῶς αἰπὺς ὄλεθρος.

    ADEIMANTOS: he cant help it, he cant resist,

    somebody feels like the kind of dad

    such as nobody wishes he could have had,

    PINDAR: ( the )WINDY( airy )( rapid-rushing )

    ( stirred and filled by the wind )dropping-

    WEIGHT( EIPON )( mouse-trap-song )

    ( of )strong( mighty )( o dyad- )hundred-

    ( HEKATO-KEPHALAS )-headed TYPHON,

    ἶπον ἀνεμόεσσαν ἑκατογκεφάλα Τυφῶνος ὀβρίμου,

    ADEIMANTOS: but both of them agree

    and came to celebrate our victory lap,

    with-in-lap-towering,

    MEDEIS: thrice blessed( the )Danaans,

    τρὶς μάκαρες Δαναοὶ

    PINDAR: RECEIVE( the )Olympic-conqueror !

    this merry-making( REVELRY )( carousal )

    ( procession )( parade )( ode )

    by( aid )of the GRACES( Chariton ),

    Οὐλυμπιονίκαν δέκευ

    Χαρίτων ἕκατι τόνδε κῶμον,


    MEDEIS: and( indeed )four times!

    καὶ τετράκις,

    ADEIMANTOS: and somehow somebody

    he captures beauty

    in that old reach for glory,

    PINDAR: ( this )after the LONGEST time( long-

    expected )( late? NEVER! )( most enduring )

    ( most in-the-end )( most coming-in-due-course )LIGHT

    ( o light! )( of )far-and-widely-reaching-POWERFUL EXCELLENCE.

    χρονιώτατον φάος εὐρυσθενέων ἀρετᾶν.

    ADEIMANTOS: and if we combine them,

    SOKRATES: and if such as( he )

    ( we )come-into-being( are born,

    produced, fall due, take-place, come-

    to-pass )( you ),

    ἂν οἷός τε γένωμαι,

    ADEIMANTOS: we have to admit

    somebodys ode

    ( makes me forget )

    about my sorrows for a minute,

    PINDAR: for( it )comes( attains-to )( reaches )( the )CHARIOT

    ( carriages )( shelters )( harbors )( vessels )

    of PSAUMIS( victor in the MULE race ),

    Ψαύμιος γὰρ ἵκει
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    ὀχέων,

    ADEIMANTOS: both hold me familiar

    as ( weve allowed to be traced )

    some underwater lines,

    MEDEIS: who perished( died )then in wide( broad )Troy,

    οἳ τότ᾽ ὄλοντο

    Τροίῃ

    PINDAR: who, ( being )WREATHED( and crowned )

    ( to-by-for the )OLIVE tree( of )Pisa,

    ὅς, ἐλαίᾳ στεφανωθεὶς Πισάτιδι,

    ADEIMANTOS: reminders of those

    with whom we used to wish

    that we could coexist,

    MEDEIS: bringing grace( favor, gratitude )( gratification )

    ( pleasure, delight )( satisfaction )( thanks )

    ( to-by-for )( the )sons of Atreus,

    ἐν εὐρείῃ χάριν Ἀτρεΐδῃσι φέροντες.

    ADEIMANTOS: ( and we try to remember )

    what it feels like to be seen

    and celebrated,

    PINDAR: ( LET LOOSE! )( would )stir up

    ( to call-forth )GLORY( kudos! )

    ( renown )( to-by-for )Kamarina,

    κῦδος ὄρσαι

    σπεύδει Καμαρίνᾳ.

    ADEIMANTOS: but at least hes not always going on

    about hekatombs anymore,

    SOKRATES: ( we )would( will )try

    ( attempt, endeavor, experience )

    to go-through( pass-through, complete, spread-

    abroad, shoot-through, pass-through-and-reach,

    recount ),

    πειράσομαι διελθεῖν.

    ADEIMANTOS: does he realize ( there are people watching )

    when he says these things? nobodys relationship

    with himself ( we )is( being ) his deep flaw,

    we see him

    ( when we want to skip to the end ),

    MEDEIS: as( o dyad-god )( she was binding )( bind, you )

    ( god-needed-bound )( she was in-need )( need, you )

    ( the dyad-god )( indeed )must( be )

    would( that )( we- )i( -being )at least( had )died

    and( indeed )( had )( driven-to )met( my )destiny,

    ὡς δὴ ἐγώ γ᾽ ὄφελον θανέειν καὶ πότμον ἐπισπεῖν

    ADEIMANTOS: whereas somebody brings this feeling

    of ( little fires lighting up along the way )

    and then he makes them HUGE,

    he speaks to stadia,

    PINDAR: may( the )GOD be JOYFUL-HEARTED

    ( goodly-phrenes )( mirthful, merry, taking pleasure,

    gracious, kind, kindly, benevolent )

    ( to-by-for )( their )remaining( future )( hence-

    forward )( hereafter )( further )PRAYERS

    ( vows, wishes, aspirations );

    θεὸς εὔφρων

    εἴη λοιπαῖς εὐχαῖς:

    ADEIMANTOS: and nobody lets us relive

    our worst moments, he just offers himself

    with some strangers generosity, like

    MEDEIS: ( to-by-for )the day when( to-by-for )me

    the greatest multitude of Trojans cast( their )brass-tipped spears

    around( about )( the )slain( perished )( Achilles )son of Peleus,

    ἤματι τῷ ὅτε μοι πλεῖστοι χαλκήρεα δοῦρα

    (310) Τρῶες ἐπέρριψαν περὶ Πηλεΐωνι θανόντι.

    ADEIMANTOS: as somebody champions thumos,

    our horses shiver to hear him speak,

    PINDAR: since( you are approaching- and following-

    upon )( to-by-for )( the dyad-word-song )

    ( WE )PRAISE( tell of )( approve )( commend )

    him-her( who is )EXTREMELY( DYAD-SECRETLY! )even( INDEED )

    AT HAND( ready )( prepared )( at once

    and without hesitation )( ready-active-zealous )

    ( bold )( brought to fulfilment )( eager )

    ( to-by-for the )EDUCATION( nourishment,

    food, provisions, forage, livelihood, nurture,

    rearing, generation and keeping )( of )HORSES,

    ἐπεί νιν αἰνέω μάλα μὲν

    τροφαῖς ἑτοῖμον ἵππων,

    ADEIMANTOS: as nobody fantasizes his own death,

    MEDEIS: ( to-by-for )it( we would have received

    A LOT )of funeral gifts,

    τῷ κ᾽ ἔλαχον κτερέων,

    ADEIMANTOS: somebody reminds us of being our best,

    PINDAR: and REJOICING( o rejoicing ones! )

    ( to-by-for )ALL-RECEIVING XENIA( guest-

    friendships and stranger-hospitalities ),

    χαίροντά τε ξενίαις πανδόκοις

    ADEIMANTOS: as nobody fantasizes about fame,

    as part of fantasizing about his death,

    such as this, our problematic man,

    MEDEIS: and( indeed )( we would have taken )

    ( the )Achaians( would have )brought me

    glory( kleos - fame, rumor, report ),

    καί μευ κλέος ἦγον Ἀχαιοί:

    ADEIMANTOS: whereas somebody makes the city-

    soul ache

    with possibility,

    PINDAR: and( indeed )toward CITY-LOVING PEACE

    ( rest, quiet, silence, stillness ),

    SELF-TURNING( tetrammenon )( to-by-for )CLEAR

    ( pure, spotless, free )THOUGHT

    ( judgment, intelligence, knowing, understanding,

    opinion, resolution, purpose, resolve ),

    καὶ πρὸς ἁσυχίαν φιλόπολιν καθαρᾷ γνώμᾳ τετραμμένον.

    ADEIMANTOS: the possibility of somebody

    or something, being some city

    worth dying for,

    SOKRATES: this( even )( indeed )therefore( we )

    ( o ways, o powers of song! )suppose

    ( forebode, presage, expect,

    suspect, intend, believe )( the )all( o all! )

    will agree( same-saying )( he would agree )

    ( she would agree )( you will agree )

    ( to-by-for )we

    ( she-dyad-confession )( to-by-for confession-she ),

    τόδε μὲν οὖν οἶμαι πᾶς ἡμῖν ὁμολογήσει,

    ADEIMANTOS: ( silently ) we side with nobody

    almost all the time, even

    when what he says is plainly wrong,

    MEDEIS: but now( it had been )fated( me )

    ( to be )seized( captured )( taken )( slain )

    ( to-by-for )( a )wretched( sorry )( pitiful )

    ( contemptuous )death,

    νῦν δέ λευγαλέῳ θανάτῳ εἵμαρτο ἁλῶναι.

    HOMER: so there-and-then( dyad-he )speaking it —

    ὣς ἄρα μιν εἰπόντ᾽

    PINDAR: ( WE )( would-will )NOT STAIN

    ( you are not stained )( wet, moisten, soften, dye )

    ( the )WORD( to-by-for )FALSEHOOD,

    οὐ ψεύδεϊ τέγξω λόγον:
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    ADEIMANTOS: ( breathe ) we remind myself

    as we realize what we witness,

    HOMER: ( the )GREAT WAVE( billowing, swelling,

    heaving, flood )( PREGNANCY-fetus-sprout )DROVE-

    ( propelled-thrusted-struck )-DOWN( against-

    through )( from the )HIGHEST( topmost-extremity

    )( a )TERRIBLE( dreadful, wondrous, awful,

    clever )RUSHING-( hastening,

    speeding )-against,

    ἔλασεν μέγα κῦμα κατ᾽ ἄκρης

    δεινὸν ἐπεσσύμενον,

    ADEIMANTOS: somebody versus nobody

    would ignite

    to tame the tempest,

    PINDAR: ( o )SHE-TRIAL( we drive-through )( the crucial

    experiment )( trial )( proof )( perseverance )

    ( to-by-for )YOU( let me tell you )( would be )

    ( the )ELENCHOS( argument )( disproof,

    refutation, cross-examination, testing,

    scrutiny, trial, reproach, blame,

    etc )( of )MORTAL MEN,

    διάπειρά τοι βροτῶν ἔλεγχος:


    ADEIMANTOS: what does nobody fight for,

    his craft?

    HOMER: but( it )WHIRLED( he raised the battle-cry )

    ( he raised a lament )( he cried loudly )AROUND

    ( about )( the SHE- )raft( hand-to-hand )

    ( in close combat ),

    περὶ δὲ σχεδίην ἐλέλιξε.

    ADEIMANTOS: and somebody for what,

    the reinstatement of whats right?

    PINDAR: ( the )SHE-DYAD( who )UNBOUND

    ( unfastened, unyoked, released, delivered,

    resolved, destroyed, annulled )the CHILD

    ( Erginos? )of Klumenos from( the )DISHONOR

    ( disgrace )( derision )( deprivation

    of civil rights )( of the )Lemnian women,

    ἅπερ Κλυμένοιο παῖδα

    Λαμνιάδων γυναικῶν
ἔλυσεν ἐξ ἀτιμίας.

    ADEIMANTOS: so different, yet

    we are burning with them both,

    and ( soon we are wildfire ) listening

    to their voices in myself resolving,

    SOKRATES: such( a )nature( growth-origin,

    outward-form, constitution-temperament,

    character, originating-power, elementary-

    substance, birth )and( indeed )

    she-having-and-holding( he-)all as much

    ( she-dyad )as we enjoined( commanded,

    prescribed, posted, appointed )just-now,

    τοιαύτην φύσιν καὶ πάντα ἔχουσαν ὅσα προσετάξαμεν νυνδή,

    ADEIMANTOS: ( and then the moment is over )

    and nobody loses, but he does it to himself,

    HOMER: but FAR-off from( the SHE- )raft

    ( close-quarters )( hand-to-hand combat )( spur

    of the moment )( he- )HIMSELF hurled

    ( let fall, self-threw )( lost the erect position )

    ( fell in battle )( SUNK ),

    (315) τῆλε δ᾽ ἀπὸ σχεδίης αὐτὸς πέσε,

    ADEIMANTOS: whereas theres something

    strong-humble, humbling, common-strong,

    about somebody, a peoples man,

    PINDAR: but CONQUERING( winning )

    ( the )race( COURSE )( of victories )

    in bronze( copper coins )armor,

    χαλκέοισι δ᾽ ἐν ἔντεσι νικῶν δρόμον


    ADEIMANTOS: then again,

    what wouldnt nobody sacrifice

    of his own self?

    HOMER: but( it )sent-forth( threw-hurled-launched-

    let-fly )( let fall a word )( uttered in speech )

    ( let go )( surrendered )( the )rudder out( from his )hands,

    πηδάλιον δὲ

    ἐκ χειρῶν προέηκε:

    ADEIMANTOS: and indeed,

    PINDAR: ( he )said( to-by-for )Hupsipule( high-and-lofty passage ),

    ἔειπεν Ὑψιπυλείᾳ

    ADEIMANTOS: high versus middle?

    HOMER: but( the )MIDDLE( to-by-for)itself

    ( of the )MAST — broke( shivered )

    ( the SHE- )terrible( fearsome, marvelous,

    clever, wondrous )( of )mixing winds

    ( she )coming( -and-going )HURRICANE,

    μέσον δέ οἱ ἱστὸν ἔαξεν

    δεινὴ μισγομένων ἀνέμων ἐλθοῦσα θύελλα,

    ADEIMANTOS: o high versus middle

    versus the HURRICANE they create,

    PINDAR: after going( and coming )

    ( to the )GARLAND( crown )( wreath ),

    μετὰ στέφανον ἰών:

    ADEIMANTOS: the one they live for,

    HOMER: but FAR-OFF( we were SOWING )

    ( they were sowing )( sow, you )( o sowing )

    ( sowing )( the sowing )( the )sail( clothing )

    ( wraps )( shroud )and( indeed )( the )yard-arm

    ( were )flung-into( FALL, you )( ENTER into )

    ( come upon )( STRIKE )( the )SEA,

    τηλοῦ δὲ σπεῖρον καὶ ἐπίκριον ἔμπεσε πόντῳ.

    ADEIMANTOS: if ( a sense of security )

    maybe ( we tell myself ) would

    call nobody home,

    SOKRATES: if finally( having reached its end,

    finished, complete, perfect, full-grown,

    accomplished thoroughly, and )about to become

    ( be born, come-into-being )

    philosophos( wisdom-love ),

    εἰ τελέως (491β) μέλλοι φιλόσοφος γενέσθαι,

    ADEIMANTOS: ( until next time ) something

    nobody-like slips out,

    HOMER: but there-and-then UNDERWATER( she )put him,

    ( for a )LONGGG time,

    τὸν δ᾽ ἄρ᾽ ὑπόβρυχα θῆκε πολὺν χρόνον,

    ADEIMANTOS: she-being a strong

    container for nobodys ways,

    HUPSIPULE: this( WE )i( BEING )( to-by-for )SWIFTNESS( quickness )( speed ),

    ‘ οὗτος ἐγὼ ταχυτᾶτι:


    ADEIMANTOS: but neither is nobody spotless

    nor is the poet altogether so,

    it may be ( by something small )

    but it irks me how they blame her,

    she-being Kalupso,

    HOMER: nor( was he )able very( dyad-underwater-

    secretly )quickly( to )hold-up( lift-up, surface )

    ( from )under( the )great wave( swelling-

    billowing-surge )( pregnancy )( of )( the SHE- )ATTACK;

    for( the )clothes there-and-then( were )OPPRESSING

    ( and depressing )( him ),

    the( SHE-DYAD )( to-by-for )itself( o passage!

    o resource! )( she )GAVE( give, you! )

    through( we would-will HIDE and CONCEAL )

    ( you hide and cover )Kalupso,

    οὐδ᾽ ἐδυνάσθη

    (320) αἶψα μάλ᾽ ἀνσχεθέειν μεγάλου ὑπὸ κύματος ὁρμῆς:

    εἵματα γάρ ῥ᾽ ἐβάρυνε, τά οἱ πόρε δῖα Καλυψώ.

    ADEIMANTOS: but even nobody

    with his actions says ( fuck the end goal ),

    HOMER: but after a longgg time( LATE? )( NEVER )

    ( o dyad-god )( she was binding )( bind, you )( god-needed-

    bound )( she was in-need )( need, you )

    ( the dyad-god )( indeed )must( be )

    there-and-then( he )came up,

    ὀψὲ δὲ δή ῥ᾽ ἀνέδυ,

    ADEIMANTOS: but when she delivers his medicine,

    HUPSIPULE: but HANDS and( indeed )HEART( being )EQUAL( evenly )( alike ),

    χεῖρες δὲ καὶ ἦτορ ἴσον.

    ADEIMANTOS: he spits it out,

    and again the poet takes his side,

    ( shewaters a lil preachy for them? )

    HOMER: but( from her )mouth( she )SPIT-OUT

    ( the )( SHE- )bitter( sharp, keen, piercing, acute,

    pungent, mean! )( SHE- )sea-water( BRINE ),

    ( she )which( to-by-for )itself( she- )much

    from( the she- )head( was )gushing( gurgling,

    murmuring, babbling, trickling, flowing fitfully, or in drops . . . )

    στόματος δ᾽ ἐξέπτυσεν ἅλμην

    πικρήν, ἥ οἱ πολλὴ ἀπὸ κρατὸς κελάρυζεν.

    ADEIMANTOS: to walk the slight edge

    between nobody, and somebody,

    ( we-being HUPSIPULE ) and the poet too,

    showing-through the best of each,

    SOKRATES: rarely( oligakis-slightly )born

    among human beings

    ( to grow, wax, spring-up, spring-forth,

    begotten, produced ),

    and(indeed)oligas(very-slight-few),

    ὀλιγάκις ἐν ἀνθρώποις φύεσθαι καὶ ὀλίγας.

    HUPSIPULE: but( it )GROWS,

    [40] φύονται δὲ

    ADEIMANTOS: but she has nature

    and he has his memory ( of her ),

    HOMER: but still not even like( he was )forgetting

    ( the she- )raft( hand-to-hand )( close combat ),

    roundly wearing-out( distressed, afflicted, exhausted,

    born-hard-upon, reduced to extremity,

    being-rubbed-hard, with troubles ),

    ἀλλ᾽ οὐδ᾽ ὣς σχεδίης ἐπελήθετο, τειρόμενός περ,

    ADEIMANTOS: and having been accustomed

    to going and coming between them,

    as butterfly men, even just for fun,

    even with our ( eyes closed ),

    HUPSIPULE: and( indeed )( you would swim )

    ( you would spin )( you would pile up )

    ( in heaps )( and for next year ),

    SHE-GRAYNESS( gray-grizzled-grizlies )

    ( of hair )OFTEN( grows )in YOUNG MEN,

    καὶ νέοις ἐν ἀνδράσιν


    πολιαὶ θαμὰ

    ADEIMANTOS: and doesnt he have a habit

    of providing commentary

    ( often in the form of a question )

    ( we werent going to ask for ) ?

    to which we reply ( enjoy the journey ),

    SOKRATES: ( either )or( else-otherwise )( eh! )( do )nt( you )suppose?

    ἢ οὐκ οἴει;

    ADEIMANTOS: and even in her ( fighting sleep )

    ( like neither nobody nor somebody )

    she-being constant revolutionary,

    HUPSIPULE: and( indeed )beside( towards )( contrary

    to )( against )( beyond )that

    ( of the )AGE( time of life )( generation )( prime ),

    καὶ παρὰ τὸν ἁλικίας

    ADEIMANTOS: but ( given ) that nobody

    makes an excellent lover,

    HOMER: but still rushing-in-pursuit( making a dash )

    ( passively )in-through( the )waves( billowing-

    swelling-pregnancies )( he )received( took hold )( of )herself,

    (325) ἀλλὰ μεθορμηθεὶς ἐνὶ κύμασιν ἐλλάβετ᾽ αὐτῆς,

    ADEIMANTOS: but when it comes to problems

    where we might say ( a good sleep wont fix this )

    ( anything other than a tempest-tantrum ),

    his response seems pretty strong,

    HOMER: but in( her )middle( he )sat( and huddled- )down,

    ἐν μέσσῃ δὲ καθῖζε

    HUPSIPULE: ( contrary to what at )( the )TIME seeming-likely,

    ἐοικότα χρόνον.’

    ADEIMANTOS: nobody survives,

    HOMER: avoiding deaths end,

    τέλος θανάτου ἀλεείνων.

    ADEIMANTOS: yet hes also like a baby,

    who always wants back into the storm,

    who just likes getting spun around.

    nobody may not be a place to live,

    but its his energy that drives us on,

    when were on the move.

    //

    from hymn to Apollo

    Republic VI

    Odyssey V.299-326, XI.613-626

    Pindar Olympian 4

    in a language unknown

    wildfire

    tiny lines

    end goal

    fighting sleep

    pencil drawing of an egg-seeming thing on a leaf on brown paper

    VIII.xx. silken-light ( good at math ) heart-music

    ADEIMANTOS: and our serious work

    would be to keep her safe,

    SOKRATES: as( she is )utterly destroyed in many,

    ὡς διόλλυται ἐν πολλοῖς,

    ADEIMANTOS: evidently.

    but as ( youre in bed already )

    our dreaming seems an active sleep

    ( to determine compatibility )

    ( singles inferno for meta-poetic we )

    then does it end with you and me?

    SOKRATES: but something( someone )small escapes

    ( acquitted, out, you flee ),

    σμικρὸν δέ τι ἐκφεύγει,

    ADEIMANTOS: by pollination or some kind of aerial seed,

    ( we guess its how these shes grew me )

    or they could be the ( simple formulas )

    for our calculator. she makes a kind of logic

    ( but we try not to hurry ) in order to find,

    SOKRATES: ( those )which

    ( o dyad-god )( she was binding )( bind, you )

    ( god-needed-bound )( she was in-need )( need, you )

    ( the dyad-god )( indeed )must( be ),

    οὓς δὴ

    ADEIMANTOS: she being who it looks like

    as intelligence withdraws from arms races.

    so youd better believe she treats herself well,

    ( herself given manicures and pedicures,

    herself taken crystal baths in pastel oceans,

    wherein her pearlescent bubbles ) the foam

    has ample time ( the sea ) ( we-are-beingly ) really

    ( the measure of her own motion )

    ( we-time ) o-clock,

    herself-care,

    SOKRATES: and( indeed )not useless

    ( toilsome, grievous, toxic, malicious,

    good-for-nothing waste ),

    καὶ οὐ πονηρούς,

    ADEIMANTOS: ( but no outcome we form )

    apart from this-me born ( to-by-for ) her

    ( to caress every curve ) her goddess curves

    ( Hera, Gaia, all of hers ) apart from Zeus.

    and our service ( to-by-for ) unserviceable she,

    SOKRATES: but( they beauty- )call

    ( they will beauty-call )( to-by-for )( beauty-callings )

    useless( unprofitable, unserviceable,

    irrelevant, obsolete ),

    ἀχρήστους δὲ καλοῦσι:

    ADEIMANTOS: and indeed ( we are in my favour )

    wearing only ( the sweet scent of raspberry )

    ( ylang-ylang, vanilla, lavender & patchouli )

    ( torn basil and tomato and thyme )

    ( oops was getting hungry )

    what more could you want than that?

    SOKRATES: and( indeed )after that

    back again( bow wow )

    the( shes )imitating( representing, portraying,

    mimicking, expressing )this( she ),

    καὶ μετὰ (491α) τοῦτο αὖ τὰς μιμουμένας ταύτην

    ADEIMANTOS: and indeed this-she ( holds

    the memory of summer ) somehow

    in her animal sounds, as by the dog,

    the butterfly, et cetera

    ( but then again ) what more?

    SOKRATES: and( indeed )establishing( setting-down,

    instituting )( themselves )( in )the pursuit

    ( business-practice-custom )( of )herself,

    καὶ εἰς τὸ ἐπιτήδευμα καθισταμένας αὐτῆς,

    ADEIMANTOS: and if we would ever be

    at home ( on my skin ) then how?

    SOKRATES: ( of )what sorts( of o )natures

    ( growths, births, origins )we-being

    ( to-by-for o )we-being

    ( you blow and puff )( you would-will bring-forth )

    ( you would-will flee, escape, fly )( of cool )

    ( contemplating through the cool of night )souls

    ( living beings, spirits, ghosts, selves, sources-of-life ),

    ( o refreshing in the shade )( refreshing )( the refreshing

    in the shade )( o making-alive )( making-alive )

    ( they were making-alive )( we are making-alive )

    ( to make-alive )( the making-alive ),

    οἷαι οὖσαι φύσεις ψυχῶν

    ADEIMANTOS: and indeed she being ( silken ) ( and slippery )

    and too ( alive ) too ( femme ) for hands to grasp.

    from that mistrial, which theys would conclude

    ( hint - ) ( not the most measured ones )

    we never were good at math?

    SOKRATES: and( indeed )( who )( arriving-at,

    coming-to, approaching )( a )pursuit( business-

    practice )in( the )not( held as )worthy( of )

    ( and )( lordly-kingly )( and )larger

    ( greater )than them( he-she-it )selves,

    εἰς ἀνάξιον καὶ μεῖζον ἑαυτῶν ἀφικνούμεναι ἐπιτήδευμα,

    ADEIMANTOS: ( yet ) ( he practices letting her approach him )

    so in these ( there is a lightness ) like laughter,

    these letting-go, these letting-play, these letting-be,

    ( as we dive under blankets ) to express her-

    SOKRATES: ( shes who )in-many-ways( would

    be )( in error )making-false-notes

    ( offending music ),

    πολλαχῇ πλημμελοῦσαι,

    ADEIMANTOS: yet still shes cool ( cool as the river ravine,

    yet shes who will in many ways say, whoopsie,

    yet her parts she be concealing from herself.

    yet when we exhale ) and you breathe me in

    ( our currents would make music ) under my skin,

    ( as she would balance ) ( to-by-for ) her warming heart.

    //

    from hymn to Apollo

    Odyssey XI.613-626

    Republic VI

    silken

    good at math

    lightness

    VIII.xix. beyond the frame ( wrong direction ) of the butterfly sanctuary

    ( beyond the frame + wrong direction + unfin + good at math )

    ADEIMANTOS: O beloved Sokrates, remind me again.

    what was my purpose?

    SOKRATES: her-remembrance,

    μνήμη:

    ADEIMANTOS: for whom ( we brace myself ),

    SOKRATES: and( indeed )of your laying( self )hold,

    καὶ σοῦ ἐπιλαβομένου

    ADEIMANTOS: she for whom ( we travel

    in the wrong direction ) from myself,

    as if we could insist

    SOKRATES: that( even the )all( o all )will be( forced )

    compelled to agree-with( same-saying )

    ( to-by-for )( that )which( we )were saying,

    ὅτι πᾶς μὲν ἀναγκασθήσεται (490δ) ὁμολογεῖν οἷς λέγομεν,

    ADEIMANTOS: but ( the distance between us greater ) grows

    when we harden ( for the question

    that never comes ),

    SOKRATES: but( when )letting-be( suffering, permitting,

    giving-up, letting-alone, letting-lie, and letting-go )

    ( you let-go )( o he-letting-go )( her-letting-go )the words

    ( speeches-accounts-reckonings-relations-correspondences-

    proportions-explanations-arguments-thinkings-reasonings-

    reflections-narratives-rumors-discussions-debates-

    deliberations-dialogues-utterances-oracles-

    assertions-expressions-grounds ),

    ἐάσας δὲ τοὺς λόγους,

    ADEIMANTOS: we put my finger in the cup

    ( and find out the answer )

    regardless of my will

    ( yet we feel closer to you )

    yet closer to whom?

    SOKRATES: ( o )looking-steadfastly( paying-attention )

    ( look-steadfastly, you, in- )to the( him )selves

    around( about )the( one-he )logos( speech-account-relation )of them,

    εἰς αὐτοὺς ἀποβλέψας περὶ ὧν ὁ λόγος,

    ADEIMANTOS: and unsure which self would be him,

    what if ( we are shaped like a question )

    and we would supply familiar features

    ( in this place of unfamiliar faces )

    for him to recognize himself?

    SOKRATES: ( he )would say( the grey would affirm )

    to see of selves( on the one hand )

    the useless( unprofitable, unservicable )( ones),

    φαίη ὁρᾶν αὐτῶν τοὺς μὲν ἀχρήστους,

    ADEIMANTOS: and what a time wed have

    in contemplation of our uselessness.

    but ( what if we want your mind )

    do we mean my mind or whose?

    ( where we can be anyone )

    and even hims of sundry use?

    SOKRATES: but( on the other hand )( to see if )

    the many evil( bad-uglies )

    ( would be )( she )whole-evil( bad-ugly-shame ),

    ( they sprinkle )( o sprinkling )( barley-groats

    on medicinal wine )( the sprinkling )( the sprinklings ),

    τοὺς δὲ πολλοὺς κακοὺς πᾶσαν κακίαν,

    ADEIMANTOS: and ( wandering ) around my dreams,

    my imagination, my day-to-day,

    we might put ( sprinkles! )

    on ( anything ) thats thrown-across

    or -through ( dia - ballein ),

    SOKRATES: ( we, o )looking-upon( inspecting, observing,

    carefully, taking-care, visiting, like visiting the sick,

    considering, reflecting, meditating on )the cause

    ( of )the slander( thrown-through )( false-accusation-

    prejudice-against ),

    upon this( he-it )now( we have become )been born,

    τῆς διαβολῆς τὴν αἰτίαν ἐπισκοποῦντες ἐπὶ τούτῳ νῦν γεγόναμεν,

    ADEIMANTOS: upon . . . this-which ? o,

    this one ( he-it ) who comes and goes

    ( here on my bare thighs ) ( guilty as charged )

    leaving butterfly ( pòò ) like

    love letters to the nectarine,

    SOKRATES: ( who, which, what )why

    ( o drinkers, o longing ones, o yearning ones,

    are you flying hither-thither,

    o wine-tasting-drinking )( would be )

    the many( o the many )bads

    ( evils-uglies-sicknesses-shames ) ( ? )

    τί ποθ᾽ οἱ πολλοὶ κακοί,

    ADEIMANTOS: maybe when we come and go

    to that place ( where your hands cant be )

    ( and take a sip ) and leave a sign

    thats when ( we feel closer to you ),

    and closer to her whom we remember,

    SOKRATES: and( indeed )on account of this —

    ( o dyad-god )( it was binding )( bind, you )

    ( god-needed-bound )( it was in-need )( need, you )

    ( the dyad-god )( indeed )must( be ) —

    back again weve taken-up the nature( growth-origin )

    of the truly( unconcealedly )wisdom-lovers,

    καὶ τούτου δὴ ἕνεκα πάλιν ἀνειλήφαμεν

    τὴν τῶν ἀληθῶς φιλοσόφων φύσιν

    ADEIMANTOS: like the butterfly men,

    those ( hes ) who come and go to such as these,

    and drinking nectar where my feet cant go.

    and ( what if we want your mind ) also

    ( as the mind of me or any he ) wandering

    around the outermost-edges, where experience

    and even ( words escape me ),

    SOKRATES: and( indeed )we defined( a boundary,

    determining and laying out, our horizon )out-of necessity,

    καὶ ἐξ ἀνάγκης ὡρισάμεθα.(490ε)

    HERA: hear( of )me now, o Earths( Gaia )

    and( indeed )the Sky( Ouranos )broad-from-above,

    and o Titan gods, dwelling( to-by-for )you under-

    earth( chthon ), around mighty Tartaros,

    out-of-whom( be )men and gods,

    κέκλυτε νῦν μευ, Γαῖα καὶ Οὐρανὸς εὐρὺς ὕπερθεν

    Τιτῆνές τε θεοί, τοὶ ὑπὸ χθονὶ ναιετάοντες

    Τάρταρον ἀμφὶ μέγαν, τῶν ἒξ ἄνδρες τε θεοί τε:

    SAILORS: ( we )is( are ) ( ! )

    ἔστιν,

    SOKRATES: so we hypothesize our whole.

    ( but we cant escape sleep ) together,

    which leaves me ( wondering ) about you,

    SAILORS: he was saying,

    ἔφη,

    SOKRATES: but knowing that neither do we know

    ( what the palm of your hand ) would have-and-hold,

    for whom ( these lines will remain ) as parts,

    SAILORS: these(shes),

    ταῦτα.

    SOKRATES: nor do we know what you ( will find

    beyond the frame ) of my lived experience,

    thats why these-shes we make would be

    un-we ( unfin ) until finished by her-yous,

    HERA: ( o )all selves, now hear me, and( indeed )give

    ( of me a )child

    apart( away, aloof )from Zeus,

    αὐτοὶ νῦν μευ πάντες ἀκούσατε καὶ δότε παῖδα

    νόσφι Διός,

    SOKRATES: of this-she

    ( o dyad-god )( she was binding)( bind, you )

    ( god-needed-bound )( she was in-need )

    ( need, you )( the dyad-god )( indeed )must( be ),

    ταύτης δή,

    ADEIMANTOS: fully dyadic ( goddess ) poetry . . .

    ( using the golden calculator we become )

    the calculator we turn me into?

    ( we calculate probabilities ) and then . . .

    would ( we brace myself ) around

    open meadows of indeterminacy?

    SOKRATES: but( if )( they are )( he is )

    ( we are )saying( we )ego( being ),

    ἦν δ᾽ ἐγώ,

    ADEIMANTOS: we being free to grow and move

    until ( possibilities whirlpool in my head )

    as her primordial stew of productivity . . .

    but would that mean ( the question never comes ),

    SOKRATES: of the( she-nature )( growth-birth-

    origin-form-character-substance-dyad )

    ( it was binding )( it was needful )

    ( need, you )( bind, you )

    must be,

    to observe( behold, gaze-at, contemplate )

    the destructions( ruins, passings-away, deaths,

    corruptions )( of )the( she )nature,

    τῆς φύσεως δεῖ θεάσασθαι τὰς φθοράς,

    ADEIMANTOS: so not as question, but as necessity . . .

    on the one hand ( we answer it anyway ),

    as witness to his scatological remains,

    as dipped fingers in my pudding cup ( amen ),

    risking but slight redness to my dainty skin,

    as follies, soap operas, unicorn-porn, born

    with ( sprinkles! ) blizzarded-in from you and you,

    like cookies starry night with richest cream,

    to tempt and tame the little butterbeasts

    until the airs astir with fluttering wings,

    in-palms-holding his heartbeats memory,

    perchance, before releasing me unto herself —

    o glorious pollination! or on the other hand,

    where re-enactment might make her unsafe,

    ( we list characteristics ) as for cased specimens:

    the Papilionidae, Pieridae, Nymphalidae,

    Lycaenidae, Hesperiidae of her corruptions.

    and every butterfly would be a mask —

    our temple-dwelling her sanctuary inviolable.

    //

    from hymn to Apollo

    Odyssey XI.613-626

    Republic VI

    beyond the frame

    wrong direction

    unfin

    good at math

    faded silvery-black and white photo of a drawing of a butterfly man landing on some flowers

    , , <3